the old me is gone forever

Dear #Calabasas stop lookin for the old me he's #gone #forever:

"Dear Old Nicki" by Nicki Minaj

[Verse 1]
"Maybe you died 'cause everybody ask me where you at
I try to #channel you in hopes that I could steer you back
But it's like every intersection we just missed each other
You got your fans waiting tell me you ain't 6 feet under
And tell me that you're coming back and you just took a break
Maybe I blamed you for everything that was my mistake
In hindsight I loved your rawness and I loved your edge
'Cause it was you who talked me down from jumping off the ledge
Your earrings #bamboo, your long nails too
Your #BMW every time you came through
You was the brave heart
You stole Wayne heart
You never switched it up
You played the same part
But I needed to grow
And I needed to know
Were there some things inside of me that I needed to show!"