The road to greatness is like a progressive storm
at first it's cold..
then becomes cloudy,
with time,
eventually,
sprinkles start to fall from the sky -
then out of nowhere
POW!/Lightning!/Thunder!
it starts pouring beyond imagination.
Some might say..
when it starts pouring -
is the perfect time
to ask God for it never to stop.
"I say - while its pouring, a person should get on their knees like #Noah (during his generation) and ask God to flood the entire world"
Wednesday, December 31, 2014
Monday, December 29, 2014
- some random Orthodox guy
"I know
that you're shomer..
so am I
but if I ask
you
to
pinch
me
it's because you're eyes
are soOo dreamy
and I want to make sure
I'm not dreamin"
- some random Orthodox Guy
that you're shomer..
so am I
but if I ask
you
to
pinch
me
it's because you're eyes
are soOo dreamy
and I want to make sure
I'm not dreamin"
- some random Orthodox Guy
Thursday, December 18, 2014
we already got 2015 poppin- Drake
Drake once said,
in a song he wrote (0 to 100) a while back:
"Geez, okay, from that perspective
I see what you're talkin' 'bout, no way to soften that
'Cause me, I was tryna find out where I lost 'em at
But maybe I ain't lose 'em at all
Maybe I keep movin' forward and they're just stagnant, they ain't movin' at all
But when they need a favor, who do they call?
Maybe I'm searchin' for the problems, askin' what was said and who was involved
Too focused on people's feedback and provin' 'em wrong
They say the shoe can always fit, no matter whose foot it's on
These days feel like I'm squeezin' in 'em
Whoever wore 'em before just wasn't thinkin' big enough
I'm 'bout to leave 'em with 'em
'Cause if I run in the game in these, man the seams are splittin'
No pun intended but they're smellin' defeat in the air
Headed where nobody took it, who meetin' me there?
They tell him that he's talkin' crazy but he doesn't care
Bein' humble don't work as well as bein' aware
Listen up, boy, you're better off eavesdroppin'
We already got spring 2015 poppin'
PND droppin', Reps-up P droppin'
Majid Jordan droppin', OB droppin', not to mention me droppin'
Feel like we paid the refs off, man we fixed the game
Me and Dalit been at it before Twitter names
Yeah, been on the move like the lease is up
And I can't even name one person that's keepin' up"
(Drake - 0 To 100)
in a song he wrote (0 to 100) a while back:
"Geez, okay, from that perspective
I see what you're talkin' 'bout, no way to soften that
'Cause me, I was tryna find out where I lost 'em at
But maybe I ain't lose 'em at all
Maybe I keep movin' forward and they're just stagnant, they ain't movin' at all
But when they need a favor, who do they call?
Maybe I'm searchin' for the problems, askin' what was said and who was involved
Too focused on people's feedback and provin' 'em wrong
They say the shoe can always fit, no matter whose foot it's on
These days feel like I'm squeezin' in 'em
Whoever wore 'em before just wasn't thinkin' big enough
I'm 'bout to leave 'em with 'em
'Cause if I run in the game in these, man the seams are splittin'
No pun intended but they're smellin' defeat in the air
Headed where nobody took it, who meetin' me there?
They tell him that he's talkin' crazy but he doesn't care
Bein' humble don't work as well as bein' aware
Listen up, boy, you're better off eavesdroppin'
We already got spring 2015 poppin'
PND droppin', Reps-up P droppin'
Majid Jordan droppin', OB droppin', not to mention me droppin'
Feel like we paid the refs off, man we fixed the game
Me and Dalit been at it before Twitter names
Yeah, been on the move like the lease is up
And I can't even name one person that's keepin' up"
(Drake - 0 To 100)
Wednesday, December 17, 2014
frozen and shattered, like this...
Nicki Minaj
just
froze and shattered my heart
with her first verse
on her new song "I lied":
"(Intro)
Ooh ooh ooh x4
I lied, I lied, I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart
[Verse 1]
Even though I said I didn’t love you I lied I lied
Even though I said I didn’t need you I lied I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
Even though I said don’t touch me I lied, I lied
I can’t fall for you, can’t give my all to you
I can’t let you think that Imma let the game stall for you
Gotta protect me you gotta sweat me
You said you thought you was ready and I said let’s see
But I ain’t mean that, I need some real proof
Cause what happens if I fall in love, then you cut me loose
You just a heart breaker, won’t let you break mine
[Hook]
I lied
Cause who knew if I should let myself go with you
Who knows, who knows, so I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh"
- #NickiMinaj, I lied..
just
froze and shattered my heart
with her first verse
on her new song "I lied":
"(Intro)
Ooh ooh ooh x4
I lied, I lied, I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart
[Verse 1]
Even though I said I didn’t love you I lied I lied
Even though I said I didn’t need you I lied I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
Even though I said don’t touch me I lied, I lied
I can’t fall for you, can’t give my all to you
I can’t let you think that Imma let the game stall for you
Gotta protect me you gotta sweat me
You said you thought you was ready and I said let’s see
But I ain’t mean that, I need some real proof
Cause what happens if I fall in love, then you cut me loose
You just a heart breaker, won’t let you break mine
[Hook]
I lied
Cause who knew if I should let myself go with you
Who knows, who knows, so I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh"
- #NickiMinaj, I lied..
froze and shattered my heart
Nicki Minaj
just
froze and shattered my heart
with her first verse
on her new song "I lied":
"(Intro)
Ooh ooh ooh x4
I lied, I lied, I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart
[Verse 1]
Even though I said I didn’t love you I lied I lied
Even though I said I didn’t need you I lied I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
Even though I said don’t touch me I lied, I lied
I can’t fall for you, can’t give my all to you
I can’t let you think that Imma let the game stall for you
Gotta protect me you gotta sweat me
You said you thought you was ready and I said let’s see
But I ain’t mean that, I need some real proof
Cause what happens if I fall in love, then you cut me loose
You just a heart breaker, won’t let you break mine
[Hook]
I lied
Cause who knew if I should let myself go with you
Who knows, who knows, so I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh"
- #NickiMinaj, I lied..
just
froze and shattered my heart
with her first verse
on her new song "I lied":
"(Intro)
Ooh ooh ooh x4
I lied, I lied, I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart
[Verse 1]
Even though I said I didn’t love you I lied I lied
Even though I said I didn’t need you I lied I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
Even though I said don’t touch me I lied, I lied
I can’t fall for you, can’t give my all to you
I can’t let you think that Imma let the game stall for you
Gotta protect me you gotta sweat me
You said you thought you was ready and I said let’s see
But I ain’t mean that, I need some real proof
Cause what happens if I fall in love, then you cut me loose
You just a heart breaker, won’t let you break mine
[Hook]
I lied
Cause who knew if I should let myself go with you
Who knows, who knows, so I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh"
- #NickiMinaj, I lied..
Friday, December 12, 2014
shhhhh something special is about to come out my mouth...
Sometimes I wonder:
Was Yoseph's falling (being thrown) into a pit, in total despair, total hopelessness, total darkness
but miraculously having a rescuer, saving him seconds before imminent destruction/death -
a precursor to later generations of the Israelites falling (forced into slavery) into despair, falling into the deepest levels of hopelessness/darkness while in Egypt -
only to have God's Torah, rescue them, rescue all of humanity (seconds before total destruction)?
"Correlating it to our own lives - to which, we may spiritually fall at times but knowing while going through the darkness - that only God can bring us out.."
Was Yoseph's falling (being thrown) into a pit, in total despair, total hopelessness, total darkness
but miraculously having a rescuer, saving him seconds before imminent destruction/death -
a precursor to later generations of the Israelites falling (forced into slavery) into despair, falling into the deepest levels of hopelessness/darkness while in Egypt -
only to have God's Torah, rescue them, rescue all of humanity (seconds before total destruction)?
"Correlating it to our own lives - to which, we may spiritually fall at times but knowing while going through the darkness - that only God can bring us out.."
haters are a gift from God!
Arguably Gd is saying in this week's Torah portion -
if you have haters, you're so close to him...
If you have haters, you're about to climb to levels beyond your imagination. (So don't judge them, love them, pray for them)
Just look at what #Yoseph's (a man who eventually saved the world from total destruction) brothers said about him as he's walking towards them, right before trying to take his life:
.... So they said one to the other, "Behold, that #dreamer is coming."
"So now, let us kill him, and we will cast him into one of the pits, and we will say, 'A wild beast devoured him,' and we will see what will become of his dreams.."
- Parshah #Vayeishev
if you have haters, you're so close to him...
If you have haters, you're about to climb to levels beyond your imagination. (So don't judge them, love them, pray for them)
Just look at what #Yoseph's (a man who eventually saved the world from total destruction) brothers said about him as he's walking towards them, right before trying to take his life:
.... So they said one to the other, "Behold, that #dreamer is coming."
"So now, let us kill him, and we will cast him into one of the pits, and we will say, 'A wild beast devoured him,' and we will see what will become of his dreams.."
- Parshah #Vayeishev
Thursday, December 11, 2014
as she took his hand...
"Drualt took Freya’s warm hand,
Her strong hand,
Her sword hand,
And pressed it to his lips,
Pressed it to his heart.
Come with me,’ he said.
Come with me to battle,
My love. Tarry at my side.
Stay with me
When battle is done.
Tarry at my side.
Laugh with me,
And walk with me
The long, long way.
Tarry with me,
My love, at my side."
- Gail Carson Levine, The Two Princesses of Bama really
Her strong hand,
Her sword hand,
And pressed it to his lips,
Pressed it to his heart.
Come with me,’ he said.
Come with me to battle,
My love. Tarry at my side.
Stay with me
When battle is done.
Tarry at my side.
Laugh with me,
And walk with me
The long, long way.
Tarry with me,
My love, at my side."
- Gail Carson Levine, The Two Princesses of Bama really
Wednesday, December 10, 2014
mainstream stardom...
In his song "fireworks"- Drake talks about emerging to mainstream stardom.. all of its changes, good and for bad:
"Money just changed everything
I wonder how life without it would go
From the concrete who knew that a flower would grow
Looking down from the top and it's crowded below
My fifteen minutes started an hour ago
Truth over fame, you know I respect the blatant aish
When I hear 'em talking, I just don't know what to make of it
Hate is so familiar to me, I'm slowly embracing it
Doesn't come natural, bare with me it could take a bit
Yeah and my dreams are who I'm racing with
You can see I'm pacing it so that I'm always chasing it
Wayne put me right here, that's who I get the paper with
I hope that my success never alters our relationship
Yeah, this life is something I would die for
October's Own, but it's looking like July 4
I just wish they'd let you try it first
This time I'm really going off, fireworks"
- #Drake, fireworks
"Money just changed everything
I wonder how life without it would go
From the concrete who knew that a flower would grow
Looking down from the top and it's crowded below
My fifteen minutes started an hour ago
Truth over fame, you know I respect the blatant aish
When I hear 'em talking, I just don't know what to make of it
Hate is so familiar to me, I'm slowly embracing it
Doesn't come natural, bare with me it could take a bit
Yeah and my dreams are who I'm racing with
You can see I'm pacing it so that I'm always chasing it
Wayne put me right here, that's who I get the paper with
I hope that my success never alters our relationship
Yeah, this life is something I would die for
October's Own, but it's looking like July 4
I just wish they'd let you try it first
This time I'm really going off, fireworks"
- #Drake, fireworks
they called yoseph a dreamer to until he change the world...
"It's so so simple
the Torah says.. yoseph was soOo beautiful,
soO0o special,
he could see things that no one else on planet Earth could -
but in the beginning of his life yoseph
received so much hatred.
Mostly because of his dreams
the dreams yoseph shared with his family -
the Torah shows us
those dreams were only about Joseph
and what he could accomplish,
what he was supposed to accomplish in this life ....
The more yoseph publicly professed his dreams/ambitions
the more hatred he received -
after going through so much hardship in his young adult years.
Yoseph finally came to the realization, after being put in jail (hitting rock bottom)
that his gifts and talents were for the whole world (something way bigger than him).
Eventually he meets the Egyptian pharaoh (the most powerful man in the world) and helps him understand his dreams -
which were a reflection of the peoples dreams of that time..
by helping the world understand its dreams yoseph reached his highest potential
saving the entire planet Earth from destruction.
It's so so simple:
the Torah is basically saying when your dreams are only for yourself
you experience pain
but when your Dreamz/Goals help others archieve their dreams
you save the world!
Thus, actualizing your highest potential!
Help other people's dreams come true and yours come true - it's in the Tora, not my opinion!
Help other people's dreams come true!"
the Torah says.. yoseph was soOo beautiful,
soO0o special,
he could see things that no one else on planet Earth could -
but in the beginning of his life yoseph
received so much hatred.
Mostly because of his dreams
the dreams yoseph shared with his family -
the Torah shows us
those dreams were only about Joseph
and what he could accomplish,
what he was supposed to accomplish in this life ....
The more yoseph publicly professed his dreams/ambitions
the more hatred he received -
after going through so much hardship in his young adult years.
Yoseph finally came to the realization, after being put in jail (hitting rock bottom)
that his gifts and talents were for the whole world (something way bigger than him).
Eventually he meets the Egyptian pharaoh (the most powerful man in the world) and helps him understand his dreams -
which were a reflection of the peoples dreams of that time..
by helping the world understand its dreams yoseph reached his highest potential
saving the entire planet Earth from destruction.
It's so so simple:
the Torah is basically saying when your dreams are only for yourself
you experience pain
but when your Dreamz/Goals help others archieve their dreams
you save the world!
Thus, actualizing your highest potential!
Help other people's dreams come true and yours come true - it's in the Tora, not my opinion!
Help other people's dreams come true!"
Sunday, December 7, 2014
just a thought...
Dating for marriage:
is like playing musical chairs
u have no idea who's going to be sitting next to you at the end.
"Till the music stops.."
is like playing musical chairs
u have no idea who's going to be sitting next to you at the end.
"Till the music stops.."
Friday, December 5, 2014
a new idea for the whole world
You need to let the Rambam express himself and elaborate. -
Moshiach /Geula/Gemara Rabbi
After we all freaked out from the Rambam’s statement of…
“One should not presume that the Messianic King must work miracles and wonders, bring about new creations within the world, or resurrect the dead.”
Moshiach /Geula/Gemara Rabbi
After we all freaked out from the Rambam’s statement of…
“One should not presume that the Messianic King must work miracles and wonders, bring about new creations within the world, or resurrect the dead.”
#mylife2015
"Walk forward and
watch things change :
Before you walk into a building
for a meeting
the front door,
informs - the walls, chairs, laptops, desk, and carpet
something amazing is about to happen
and that they should prepare themselves
for amazingness -
Have you ever walked into a meeting and even the furniture was excited to hear what you had to say; let alone, the people patiently waiting?"
- #mylife2014
watch things change :
Before you walk into a building
for a meeting
the front door,
informs - the walls, chairs, laptops, desk, and carpet
something amazing is about to happen
and that they should prepare themselves
for amazingness -
Have you ever walked into a meeting and even the furniture was excited to hear what you had to say; let alone, the people patiently waiting?"
- #mylife2014
Thursday, December 4, 2014
Forest Hills Dr..
So far off of,
J Cole's new album "Forest Hills drive"
"January 28" is my favorite song.
It's super early
and I change my mind a lot lol -
but here's my favorite verse
from j Cole's
song January 28, thus far:
" Hook]
Don't give 'em too much you
Don't let 'em take control
It's one thing you do
Don't let 'em taint your soul
If you believe in God
One thing's for sure
If you ain't aim too high
Then you aim too low
I turn the TV on, not one hero in sight
Unless he dribble or he fiddle with mics
Look out the window cause tonight the city lit up with lights, cameras and action
May no man alive come through and damage my faction
I brought my dudes with me cause I love you like my brothers
And your mothers' like my mother
Think we need a plan of action
The bigger we get the more likely egos collide
It's just physics, please let's put our egos aside"
- j.cole, January 28th
J Cole's new album "Forest Hills drive"
"January 28" is my favorite song.
It's super early
and I change my mind a lot lol -
but here's my favorite verse
from j Cole's
song January 28, thus far:
" Hook]
Don't give 'em too much you
Don't let 'em take control
It's one thing you do
Don't let 'em taint your soul
If you believe in God
One thing's for sure
If you ain't aim too high
Then you aim too low
I turn the TV on, not one hero in sight
Unless he dribble or he fiddle with mics
Look out the window cause tonight the city lit up with lights, cameras and action
May no man alive come through and damage my faction
I brought my dudes with me cause I love you like my brothers
And your mothers' like my mother
Think we need a plan of action
The bigger we get the more likely egos collide
It's just physics, please let's put our egos aside"
- j.cole, January 28th
j Cole thinking of someone else
I was just listening to J Cole's new album "Forest Hills Dr" -
his song,
"love yours"
has such a beautiful message
about appreciation/
not comparing ones life 2 others:
"[Hook]
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, no such thing
For what's money without happiness?
Or hard times without the people you love
Though I'm not sure what's 'bout to happen next
I asked for strength from the Lord up above
Cause I've been strong so far
But I can feel my grip loosening
Quick, do something before you lose it for good
Get it back and use it for good
And touch the people how you did like before
I'm tired of living with demons cause they always inviting more
Think being broke was better
Now I don't mean that phrase with no disrespect
To all my dudes out there living in debt
Cashing minimal checks
Turn on the TV see ah Rolex
And fantasize about a life with no stress
I mean this shit sincerely
And as a dude who was once in your shoes
Living with nothin' to lose
I hope one day you hear me
Always gon' be a bigger house somewhere, but my dude feel me
Long as the people in that motherfucker love you dearly
Always gon' be a whip that's better than the the one you got
Always gon' be some clothes that's fresher than the ones you rock
Always gon' be a female that's badder out there on the tours
But you ain't never gon' be happy till you love yours"
- #jCole, love yourz
his song,
"love yours"
has such a beautiful message
about appreciation/
not comparing ones life 2 others:
"[Hook]
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, no such thing
For what's money without happiness?
Or hard times without the people you love
Though I'm not sure what's 'bout to happen next
I asked for strength from the Lord up above
Cause I've been strong so far
But I can feel my grip loosening
Quick, do something before you lose it for good
Get it back and use it for good
And touch the people how you did like before
I'm tired of living with demons cause they always inviting more
Think being broke was better
Now I don't mean that phrase with no disrespect
To all my dudes out there living in debt
Cashing minimal checks
Turn on the TV see ah Rolex
And fantasize about a life with no stress
I mean this shit sincerely
And as a dude who was once in your shoes
Living with nothin' to lose
I hope one day you hear me
Always gon' be a bigger house somewhere, but my dude feel me
Long as the people in that motherfucker love you dearly
Always gon' be a whip that's better than the the one you got
Always gon' be some clothes that's fresher than the ones you rock
Always gon' be a female that's badder out there on the tours
But you ain't never gon' be happy till you love yours"
- #jCole, love yourz
j cole taking this morning..
I was just listening to J Cole's new album "Forest Hills Dr" -
his song,
"love yours"
has such a beautiful message
about appreciation/
not comparing ones life 2 others:
"[Hook]
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, no such thing
For what's money without happiness?
Or hard times without the people you love
Though I'm not sure what's 'bout to happen next
I asked for strength from the Lord up above
Cause I've been strong so far
But I can feel my grip loosening
Quick, do something before you lose it for good
Get it back and use it for good
And touch the people how you did like before
I'm tired of living with demons cause they always inviting more
Think being broke was better
Now I don't mean that phrase with no disrespect
To all my dudes out there living in debt
Cashing minimal checks
Turn on the TV see ah Rolex
And fantasize about a life with no stress
I mean this shit sincerely
And as a dude who was once in your shoes
Living with nothin' to lose
I hope one day you hear me
Always gon' be a bigger house somewhere, but my dude feel me
Long as the people in that motherfucker love you dearly
Always gon' be a whip that's better than the the one you got
Always gon' be some clothes that's fresher than the ones you rock
Always gon' be a female that's badder out there on the tours
But you ain't never gon' be happy till you love yours"
- #jCole, love yourz 2014
his song,
"love yours"
has such a beautiful message
about appreciation/
not comparing ones life 2 others:
"[Hook]
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing as a life that's better than yours
No such thing, no such thing
For what's money without happiness?
Or hard times without the people you love
Though I'm not sure what's 'bout to happen next
I asked for strength from the Lord up above
Cause I've been strong so far
But I can feel my grip loosening
Quick, do something before you lose it for good
Get it back and use it for good
And touch the people how you did like before
I'm tired of living with demons cause they always inviting more
Think being broke was better
Now I don't mean that phrase with no disrespect
To all my dudes out there living in debt
Cashing minimal checks
Turn on the TV see ah Rolex
And fantasize about a life with no stress
I mean this shit sincerely
And as a dude who was once in your shoes
Living with nothin' to lose
I hope one day you hear me
Always gon' be a bigger house somewhere, but my dude feel me
Long as the people in that motherfucker love you dearly
Always gon' be a whip that's better than the the one you got
Always gon' be some clothes that's fresher than the ones you rock
Always gon' be a female that's badder out there on the tours
But you ain't never gon' be happy till you love yours"
- #jCole, love yourz 2014
Tuesday, December 2, 2014
the reason why past relationships didn't work...
Drake wrote a powerful song about
closure,
moving on,
reflecting on past relationships .
The opposite of doing and saying the right things in a relationship is
"doing it wrong"..
which is the title of the song:
" When a good thing goes bad it's not the end of the world
It's just the end of a world that you had with one girl
And she's the reason it happened, but she's overreacting
And it's all because she don't want things to change
So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you
That's the wrong thing to do
Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you
That's the wrong thing to do
Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you
That's the wrong thing to do
Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying
And say I love you, too
But I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
Something's been missing
You know it, oh ho, she knows it
Oh ho, I know it, we all know it
I need someone different
We live in a generation of not being in love, and not being together
But we sure make it feel like we're together
Because we're scared to see each other with somebody else"
closure,
moving on,
reflecting on past relationships .
The opposite of doing and saying the right things in a relationship is
"doing it wrong"..
which is the title of the song:
" When a good thing goes bad it's not the end of the world
It's just the end of a world that you had with one girl
And she's the reason it happened, but she's overreacting
And it's all because she don't want things to change
So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you
That's the wrong thing to do
Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you
That's the wrong thing to do
Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you
That's the wrong thing to do
Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying
And say I love you, too
But I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
Something's been missing
You know it, oh ho, she knows it
Oh ho, I know it, we all know it
I need someone different
We live in a generation of not being in love, and not being together
But we sure make it feel like we're together
Because we're scared to see each other with somebody else"
reflection on past failed relationships...
Drake wrote a powerful song about
closure,
moving on,
reflecting on past relationships .
The opposite of doing and saying the right things in a relationship is
"doing it wrong"..
which is the title of the song:
" When a good thing goes bad it's not the end of the world
It's just the end of a world that you had with one girl
And she's the reason it happened, but she's overreacting
And it's all because she don't want things to change
So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you
That's the wrong thing to do
Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you
That's the wrong thing to do
Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you
That's the wrong thing to do
Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying
And say I love you, too
But I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
Something's been missing
You know it, oh ho, she knows it
Oh ho, I know it, we all know it
I need someone different
We live in a generation of not being in love, and not being together
But we sure make it feel like we're together
Because we're scared to see each other with somebody else"
closure,
moving on,
reflecting on past relationships .
The opposite of doing and saying the right things in a relationship is
"doing it wrong"..
which is the title of the song:
" When a good thing goes bad it's not the end of the world
It's just the end of a world that you had with one girl
And she's the reason it happened, but she's overreacting
And it's all because she don't want things to change
So cry if you need to, but I can't stay to watch you
That's the wrong thing to do
Touch if you need to, but I can't stay to hold you
That's the wrong thing to do
Talk if you need to, but I can't stay to hear you
That's the wrong thing to do
Cause you'll say you love me, and I'll end up lying
And say I love you, too
But I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
I need someone different
You know it, oh ho, you know it
Oh ho, you know it, we both know it
Something's been missing
You know it, oh ho, she knows it
Oh ho, I know it, we all know it
I need someone different
We live in a generation of not being in love, and not being together
But we sure make it feel like we're together
Because we're scared to see each other with somebody else"
Sunday, November 30, 2014
falling is scary whether it be in love or off a bike..
Sometimes.
you meet a person that totally blows you away - inspiring you - to see life in a whole new way 0_o
but for whatever reason, it doesn't work?
You're shocked!
because she was perfect!
exactly how you visualized her to be :(
destiny, can be so particular "sometimes" and makes no exception #smh - as always..
Drake pieces together beautiful words -
to explain this conflicted experience perfectly in his song, "sometimes":
"Falling too fast
Clearly rules don't apply
Cant believe that I just met you
You got me here watching minutes pass by
Wondering when to expect you
There you go is this a dream
Looking like every picture that I've seen of you before
Ive seen it all before now that its over
Should have known better
Then to think this was real
And you could be mine
Should have known better
Slowed it down
Cause I feel you needed time
But I kept thinkin'
This could be something [3x]
This could be [2x]
This could be something [3x]
Maybe its just nothing at all
But this could be something
This could be something
This could be [2x]
This could be something [3x]
Maybe its just nothing at all
At all [2x]
Maybe its just nothing at all
At all [2x]"
- #Drake, sometimes
Friday, November 28, 2014
women that want to get married
Relationship expert Tracy McMillan has an interesting take on why it's difficult for some women to get married; she writes:
"The good news is that I believe every woman who wants to can find a great partner. You’re just going to need to get rid of the idea that marriage will make you happy. It won’t. Once the initial high wears off, you’ll just be you, except with twice as much laundry.
Because ultimately, marriage is not about getting something — it’s about giving it. Strangely, men understand this more than we do. Probably because for them marriage involves sacrificing their most treasured possession — a free-agent penis — and for us, it’s the culmination of a princess fantasy so universal, it built Disneyland."
something really really really special is about to happen!
Self Transformation n Self Growth
are quintessential hallmarks of any successful persons rise to greatness:
I love Nicki Minaj
- if you listen to her music closely?
You'll hear stories of self transformation, Growth, overcoming self doubt, self criticism - becoming who you're supposed to become n this lifetime.
In the song "dear old Nicki" Nicki Minaj, literally has a conversation with her "old self" - pleading for her to come back in her first verse.. and in the second - Nicki Minaj shares the sadness of her "old self" no longer being here :
"Maybe you died cause everybody ask me where you at
I try to channel you in hopes that I could steer you back
But it's like every intersection we just missed each other
You got your fans waitin' tell me you ain't six feet under
And tell me that you comin' back and you just took a break
Maybe I blamed you for everything that was my mistake
In hindsight, I loved your rawness and I loved your edge
Cause it was you who talked me down from jumping off the ledge
Your earings bamboo, your long nails too
Your BMW everytime you came through
You was the braveheart, you stole Wayne heart
You never switched it up, you played the same part
But I needed to grow, and I needed to know
Were there some things inside of me that I needed to show
So I just deaded you, left you in all black
But dear old Nicki, please call back
[Verse 2]
Yo, did I chase the glitz and glamour, money, fame, and power?
Cause if so, that will forever go down my lamest hour
I should've kept you with me, gettin' at them nameless cowards
They was no match for you, couldn't defeat your prowess
I had to make them changes, I hoped you understood
You see for every bad, I did a ton of good
But you was underground, and I was mainstream
I live the life now that we would daydream
My only wish is you come enjoy it with me
Get on them conference calls go meet the lawyers with me
The money came yeah, tripled and quadrupled it
But I still miss us when we was just on some stupid shit
And it's still f the media they ridiculed you, never believed ya
They just deaded you, left you in all black
But dear old Nicki, please call back"
Tuesday, November 25, 2014
running with no fear...
When the Israelites were running out of Egypt:
they weren't running out of fear!
for they already saw God's miracles
- the Israelites were
running towards, their greatness!
running towards, their destiny!
running towards, a reality beyond imagination running!
So let me ask you this - Are you running today?
If so, how fast?
are you exhausted?
are you out of breath?
- because if you are, you're alive!
Monday, November 24, 2014
randomly, we think the same..
"When you think about it!!!:
the only reason why
disagreements exist
in our realities - because we precieve that we have different minds. Like, you have a brain, I have a brain, you have an opinion, I have an opinion (space between us) but - according to the sages it's
all (7 billion people)one mind
with different perspectives
'1 brain
one thought process
one planet'
Listening to others
is really just learning
about yourself"
Sunday, November 23, 2014
rising so fast and its devastating
"As you grow
you don't leave
people behind
you leave yourself behind
sometimes
you hold on to your old self
Because
you're actually holding on to them
what you guys once share together
Plus the past is familiar
even though
it's unfulfilling
As you grow"
- a rocketship sad to say goodbye tu it's launching pad
you don't leave
people behind
you leave yourself behind
sometimes
you hold on to your old self
Because
you're actually holding on to them
what you guys once share together
Plus the past is familiar
even though
it's unfulfilling
As you grow"
- a rocketship sad to say goodbye tu it's launching pad
Saturday, November 22, 2014
pouring my heart out - can you see the stains?
In retrospect:
"it's not just about the gift/talent
you want to share with the world -
as it is
the inspiration from
the creator
4 ppl
2 want
2
receive it -
Ask God, day & night
to give the whole world
the desire
To receive your gift/talent"
- when you're creating perfection but have no control over who understands it..
"it's not just about the gift/talent
you want to share with the world -
as it is
the inspiration from
the creator
4 ppl
2 want
2
receive it -
Ask God, day & night
to give the whole world
the desire
To receive your gift/talent"
- when you're creating perfection but have no control over who understands it..
Friday, November 21, 2014
only seek to go higher,
A conversation I had with a mentor when I first started to pursuing my dreams
that I finally understand:
One night
while driving
home together
almost 10 years ago,
my mentor said; "the people at the bottom - are closer to the top - than the people in the middle".
At the time - I didn't fully understand - what I was supposed to learn from the statement?
but as I got older
and more exposed!
I started to understand the mentality of people in the middle and what motivates them?
People at the top
for one reason or another
decided to make their ideas/passions for front in their lives - thus leaving the organized perception/class
structure created by society (k-12).
"People in the middle
live for the comfort
organized (labor force)by great designers!!!."
"People at the bottom"
want to "experience life beyond imagination" which can make you ask the question; "in terms of living life beyond imagination, who's really at the bottom?"
Point is!: "people at the bottom - are closer to the top
-then people in the middle.
so never doubt yourself
only seek to go higher!"
Wednesday, November 19, 2014
dating inside of a storm lol
I never understood why storms are always named after women until I read this: "And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about." - Haruki Murakami #jussayin #trueStory #amen
Sunday, November 16, 2014
when text messages become autographs
"When life is moving so fast - it's almost impossible - to look back - so many people - so many experiences - will never be seen or happen again - sometimes, when I know it's the end - I'll send cool text messages - as mementos - you know, in the near future! - she can show her friends, associates that we used to chill - almost like a signed autograph - proof of an historical moment - from the past ." - #SoFarGone
Friday, November 14, 2014
loved her way too much.
"I think you can love a person too much.
You put someone up on a pedestal, and all of a sudden, from that perspective, you notice what’s wrong - a hair out of place, a run in a stocking, a broken bone. You spend all your time and energy making it right, and all the while, you are falling apart yourself. You don’t even realize what you look like, how far you’ve deteriorated, because you only have eyes for someone else." - Jodi Picoult, Handle with Care
Thursday, November 13, 2014
0 to 100 #mylife2014
"I see what you're talkin' 'but, no way to soften that
Cause me, I was tryna find out where I lost 'em at
But maybe I ain't lose 'em at all
Maybe I keep movin' forward and they're just stagnant, they ain't movin' at all
But when they need a favor, who do they call?
Maybe I'm searchin' for the problems, askin' what was said and who was involved
Too focused on people's feedback and provin' 'em wrong
They say the shoe can always fit, no matter whose foot it's on
These days feel like I'm squeezin' in 'em
Whoever wore 'em before just wasn't thinkin' big enough
I'm 'bout to leave 'em with 'em
Cause if I run in the game in these, man the seams are splittin'
No pun intended but they're smellin' defeat in the air
Headed where nobody took it, who meetin' me there?
They tell him that he's talkin' crazy but he doesn't care
Bein' humble don't work as well as bein' aware
Listen up, boy, you're better off eavesdroppin'
We already got spring 2015 poppin'
PND droppin', Reps-up P droppin'
Majid Jordan droppin', OB droppin', not to mention me droppin'
Feel like we paid the refs off, man we fixed the game
Me and Noel been at it before Twitter names
Yeah, been on the move like the lease is up
And I can't even name one person that's keepin' up
Damn, forget how it was in the past tense
Ask yourself, how do we match up now?"
- #Drake, 0 to 100
Kids don't read anymore. ..
"All the school kids
are so sick of books
and learnin
They don't read anymore,
they don't even read anymore
They just wanna be like all
the rappers that I can't stand"
- #Drake, heat of moment
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
let's meet up and have drinks?
So let's meet up and have drinks I mean, "philosophical meditation"?: #lol
"Some Kabbalists, including Isaac of Acco and Abraham Abulafia, mention a method of "philosophical meditation", which involves drinking a cup of "strong wine of Avicenna", which would induce a trance and would help the adept to ponder over difficult philosophical questions.[19] The exact recipe of this wine remains unknown; Avicenna refers in his works to the effects of opium anddatura extracts." - Wiki
Monday, November 10, 2014
Drake, 0 to 100
"Feel like we paid the refs off, man we fixed the game
Me and Noel been at it before Twitter names
Yeah, been on the move like the lease is up
And I can't even name one person that's keepin' up?"-Drake, O to 100
women are a piece of heaven!
"I was thinking to myself earlier today; what side, of the body did God take the rib from Adam to create his wife Eve?
I couldn't find any sources!
Then I started to think to myself; what is the Hebrew word used for rib in the Torah?
I found it! the Hebrew word n Tora used to describe the what we interpret as rib is, Tsela!
The word tsela can also be interpreted as meaning, "a quarter of the heavens; a part or division".
So based off of the Hebrew interpretation, one could argue!!! ... that women are made of the heavens and not made of a man's rib. #pshhh, Which makes sense because the world was created with the heavens and earth (Genesis 1:1) and man was created from clay of Earth. So, it only makes sense that woman would be made of the heavens symbolizing the unification of all of creation (heaven and earth) . I'm not saying my assessment is a hundred percent correct; feel free to add prospective or correct if needed?"
Thursday, November 6, 2014
honest women everywhere...
We teach our sweet little girls
to be liars and fakers
from a young age:
No, I’m not hungry.
Wow, that feels great.
No, I don’t blame you.
Yes, I love you.
No, I’m fine.
-Michelle K, We Raise Liars.
always be kind....
"If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies; succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; be honest and frank anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; do good anyway…You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; it was never between you and them anyway".
- Kent M. Keith
Wednesday, November 5, 2014
wife/life giving birth...
"He allowed himself to be swayed by his conviction that human beings are not born once and for all on the day their mothers give birth to them, but that life obliges them over and over again to give birth to themselves". - Gabriel GarcÃa Márquez, Love in the Time of Cholera
Monday, November 3, 2014
a foolproof way 4 rising to the top!
"It's amazin: when it's your time! your entire focus becomes everyone else n their dreams. The higher you go. the altitude changes - the condition of your heart. The only way to go higher in life (manifesting your dreams): is by caring for the happiness of others unconditional as much as you care for your own happiness! Doing anything you can do. to help someone else's dream (goals in life) 2 manifest . no matter what. Every person you help becomes a step on Gd's latter; 2 a place beyond your imagination". - advice from someone rising to unbelievable heights, the right way!
the magnificents of a torah observant Jewish woman...
"On the contrary, this [modesty] should serve as a source of pride that you have the strength of character to walk in the street unabashed while your friends and acquaintances perceive that here walks a Jewish woman who adheres to the “Laws of Moshe and Israel”. So much so, that she has no desire to conceal it. Furthermore, you ought to be proud that your children know that they are different from all other nations because they have received the Torah, a “Torah of Life,” and they study it as the only foundation of their education". - Rabbi Yosef Braun, Tznius - the Hallmark of Jewish Women
Victor Hugo, Les Misérables..
"The power of a glance has been so much abused in love stories, that it has come to be disbelieved in. Few people dare now to say that two beings have fallen in love because they have looked at each other. Yet it is in this way that love begins, and in this way only". - Victor Hugo, Les Misérables
Sunday, November 2, 2014
transforming all of existence...
It's amazing watching Drake literally transform the musical sound in hip hop...I think the name of his(Drake's) record label is literally "ovo sound"; Which consists of Drake and in-house producers 40, Boi-1da, T-Minus, Mike Zombie, and Nineteen85, along with recording artists PartyNextDoor and Majid Jordan. I'm a huge fan of partynextdoor but more importantly is the transformation of sound on commercial radio because of Drake's company (ovo sound). What Drake is doing on commercial radio, reminds me a lot of what ancient Torah sages say about the intentions of the generation that built the Tower of Babel. The sages say, the generation of Babel was focused on creating a new system for human existence, manifest a new system for all of Gd's created reality. For example: everyone believes in some form of an afterlife?... but imagine! if someone or a group of people could transform the blueprint of G-d's system to mankind . To the point an afterlife or the concept would to no longer exist in a newly created reality by mankind. The Kabbalist make an interesting statement about tha characters in Torah. Rabbi Isaac Luria specifically believed that the characters in Torah were put there by Gd to teach us about our capabilities, expanding awareness of our human potential. Arguably, a person could say "Parsha Noah" is teaching us we have the ability to transform the entire world as long as we have unity. May our generation transform the world in the same way Drake's music is currently transforming commercial radio! #YesIjustDidThat.lol
Socrates said. ...
"The paradox seems to be, as Socrates demonstrated long ago, that the truly free individual is free only to the extent of his own self-mastery. While those who will not govern themselves are condemned to find masters to govern over them". - Steven Pressfield, The War of Art
At first you think she is plain; then ....
At first you think she is plain; then a sort of spiritual beauty imposes itself on you, and you find a fascination in watching her […] She is both detached and human, silent till she wants to say something and then says it supremely well. - Vita Sackville-West, on her first impression of Virginia Woolf from a letter to Harold Nicolson
Thursday, October 30, 2014
Nicki Minaj, moment 4 life
"This is my moment,
I waited all my life
I can tell it's time
Drifting away I’m
one with the sunsets,
I have become alive" - Nicki Minaj, moment 4 life
I waited all my life
I can tell it's time
Drifting away I’m
one with the sunsets,
I have become alive" - Nicki Minaj, moment 4 life
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
random thought, while looking at Facebook news feeds
"I had no idea it was even baseball season let alone the world series .lol What planet am I living on? Lol. I'm searching, trying my hardest, to figure out, why I should care about a baseball game? Lol I understand watching competitive sports are entertaining- but I've been watching sporting games since a kid.... and it's been, the same exact game with new players every year. Wow so exciting! Sometimes, I wonder if: runway models and professional athletes subconsciously remind the general population of what they're not; economically and physically?" - random thought, while looking at Facebook news feeds
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
Drake, how about now
"Always felt like
my vision been
bigger than the
bigger picture
Crazy how you
gotta wait until
it's dark out
To see who's
really with you"
- #Drake, how about now
Friday, October 24, 2014
Eric Roth ,The Curious Case of Benjamin Button Screenplay
"For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the courage to start all over again". - Eric Roth ,The Curious Case of Benjamin Button Screenplay
Harriet Tubman..
Harriet Tubman once said; "Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world"...
Thursday, October 23, 2014
the things I say 2 non Jewish girls at parties
I love being at random parties and having too explain to non-Jewish girls, why I don't shake hands or give hugs unless its my wife/soulmate. If you want to see a group of girls fall in love, in 10 seconds or less... explain to them how you're saving everything, for your future wife/soulmate.... Even handshakes, hugs or extended eye contact, Judaism teaches men to focus everything they have on "one woman/their soulmate"; even before he meets her...
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
greatness only exists in the present; success is in the future!
Greatness is in the moment ! Please don't let the future or the potential of the future, take away from your present greatness:
"You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present". - John Green, Looking for Alaska
Haruki Murakami: South of the Border, West of the Sun
"Sometimes when I look at you, I feel I’m gazing at a distant star.
It’s dazzling, but the light is from tens of thousands of years ago.
Maybe the star doesn’t even exist any more.
Yet sometimes that light seems more real to me than anything".
- Haruki Murakami: South of the Border, West of the Sun
Tuesday, October 21, 2014
- Nicki Minaj, young forever
"I used to think that we’d reunite
You'd be my wife in the real life
I thought that you’d come back for me
And you would take me away
I never knew only as a teen
You’d reappear only in my dream
Your silhouette in the doorway
But before you walk away....." - Nicki Minaj, young forever
You'd be my wife in the real life
I thought that you’d come back for me
And you would take me away
I never knew only as a teen
You’d reappear only in my dream
Your silhouette in the doorway
But before you walk away....." - Nicki Minaj, young forever
-Wilhelm Reich
"You differ from a great man in only one respect: the great man was once a very little man, but he developed one important quality: he recognized the smallness and narrowness of his thoughts and actions. Under the pressure of some task that meant a great deal to him, he learned to see how his smallness, his pettiness endangered his happiness. In other words, a great man knows when and in what way he is a little man. A little man does not know he is little and is afraid to know. He hides his pettiness and narrowness behind illusions of strength and greatness, someone else’s strength and greatness. He’s proud of his great generals but not of himself. He admires an idea he has not had, not one he has had. The less he understands something, the more firmly he believes in it. And the better he understands an idea, the less he believes in it". - Wilhelm Reich
Sunday, October 19, 2014
he's Orthodox Jewish...
He's like Jay Z meets Russel Simmons: in the same way Jay Z's a swagged out 21st century Super capitalist; so is he. In the same way Russell Simmons is a super swagged out spirituality promoter and Community activist; so is he, but Orthodox Jewish! with a Kabbalah background! The 21st and 22nd century isn't about intellectuals from Ivy League schools but rather individuals with unique thought processes. privy to endless amounts of information via information technology; a new era! So the intellectuals today, are going to be way younger than the past; like his age, not your dad's . Either way, he's focused on bringing "learning culture", a culture of independent learning, inquiry, creative expression...2 every neighborhood in America; as an example, for the whole world. "In this generation everybody's a genius they just have to find their own lane!!"- him. Can't you see he's next, it's his time, he's not a rapper, a comedian, dancer, singer or any type of entertainer. he's a visionary, an intellectual, a solution provider for his country and the world as a whole, through new ideas. "See him, think of him, be him... become him!"
Saturday, October 18, 2014
I am.
I took "everything I am" & put it inside a huge plastic bag. Drove across the world, giving "everything I am" as a present 2 "everything I want to be". I hope, I pray, my present 2 "everything i want to be" is worthy enough, 4 an access pass to.... "a reality way beyond my imagination".
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
manifested spiritual growth by Sukkot
I can't figure it out exactly but something about this quote by Danzy Senna, reminds me of the internal growth manifested during the great holiday of #Sukkot:
"It’s funny. When you leave your home and wander really far, you always think, ‘I want to go home.’ But then you come home, and of course it’s not the same. You can’t live with it, you can’t live away from it. And it seems like from then on there’s always this yearning for some place that doesn’t exist. I felt that. Still do. I’m never completely at home anywhere". - Danzy Senna
"It’s funny. When you leave your home and wander really far, you always think, ‘I want to go home.’ But then you come home, and of course it’s not the same. You can’t live with it, you can’t live away from it. And it seems like from then on there’s always this yearning for some place that doesn’t exist. I felt that. Still do. I’m never completely at home anywhere". - Danzy Senna
You're totally my soulmate; it's ridiculously obvious..
You're totally my soulmate; it's ridiculously obvious:
But how will I know who my Soulmate is?” Brida felt that this was one of the most important questions she had ever asked in her life.
By taking risks’ she said to Brida. ‘ By risking failure, disappointment, disillusion, but never ceasing in you search for Love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end. - Paulo Coelho, Brida
But how will I know who my Soulmate is?” Brida felt that this was one of the most important questions she had ever asked in her life.
By taking risks’ she said to Brida. ‘ By risking failure, disappointment, disillusion, but never ceasing in you search for Love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end. - Paulo Coelho, Brida
Tuesday, October 14, 2014
ELOHAI NESHAMA
"My God -
The soul You have given me is pure.
You created it, You formed it,
You breathed it into me,
You guard it within me.
You will, in the future, take it from me,
And restore it to me at a future time.
So long as this soul is within me,
I thank You" - ELOHAI NESHAMA
The soul You have given me is pure.
You created it, You formed it,
You breathed it into me,
You guard it within me.
You will, in the future, take it from me,
And restore it to me at a future time.
So long as this soul is within me,
I thank You" - ELOHAI NESHAMA
Monday, October 13, 2014
- Clive Barker, Days of Magic, Nights of War
I dreamed I spoke in another language,
I dreamed I lived in another skin,
I dreamed I was my own beloved,
I dreamed I was a tiger’s kin.
I dreamed that Eden lived inside me,
And when I breathed a garden came,
I dreamed I knew all of Creation,
I dreamed I knew the Creator’s name.
I dreamed—and this dream was the finest—
That all I dreamed was real and true,
And we would live in joy forever,
You in me, and me in you.
- Clive Barker, Days of Magic, Nights of War
I dreamed I lived in another skin,
I dreamed I was my own beloved,
I dreamed I was a tiger’s kin.
I dreamed that Eden lived inside me,
And when I breathed a garden came,
I dreamed I knew all of Creation,
I dreamed I knew the Creator’s name.
I dreamed—and this dream was the finest—
That all I dreamed was real and true,
And we would live in joy forever,
You in me, and me in you.
- Clive Barker, Days of Magic, Nights of War
Sunday, October 5, 2014
Wake up too your soulmate. ..
"It's interesting, the Torah says Adam woke up one morning and his soulmate was standing right in front of him... According to the Torah, God did all the work for Adam while he was sleeping... Adam's soulmate can be looked at as a woman in the physical sense...Or could be looked at as his destiny, the destiny of humanity. In the same way, God is creating our destiny every second, every breath we take. Once we find ourselves (our purpose) , We become alive, thus finding our destiny... or in another since waking up, like Adam did. Arguably self-realization is: realizing God is creating perfection (our destiny) all the time.. and our job is just to wake up or realize... The Hebrew word for soulmate is #beshert which means destiny " o_O
Saturday, October 4, 2014
today's Haftarah - story of Jonah & Drake
I became so emotional, I felt as if God was speaking to me directly While reading the story of Jonah in 2 days #Haftarah. The story of #Jonah is all about taking responsibility for your "destiny of greatness", no matter what! The whole time reading, thinking to myself; "I asked for this, I asked Gd repeatedly to become great, to reach levels beyond my imagination and now I'm here!". Visualizing all of my ancestors all the way back to Adam and Chava.. gathering inside of a super stadium in Shamayim watching me on ahh jumbotron. In fear of sounding egocentric after a day of a repentance, I'll let my Jewish brother #Drake explain the rest; "Headed where nobody took it, who's meetin' me there? They tell him that he's talkin' crazy but he doesn't care, Bein' humble don't work as well as bein' aware"... 0 too 100 - 2014
Thursday, October 2, 2014
Why do Torah observant Jews fast on Yom Kippur?
Why do Torah observant Jews fast on Yom Kippur?
It's simple, the torah says in Leviticus 16:29-30; "In the seventh month, on the tenth day of the month, you shall afflict your souls, and you shall not do any work ... For on that day he shall provide atonement for you to cleanse you from all your sins before the L-RD". From this pasuk the Holy Sages derive 5 laws to support Gd's commandment on Yom Kippur:
1)no Eat or drink
2)no bathe or washwear
3) no leather shoes, leather sandals or any other leather footgear
4)no marital relations
5)no anoint oneself
From a Kabbalistic perspective, these laws are too restrict the ego so an individual can be more of a pure channel receiving the of light Yom Kippur; thus cleansing the soul .... But from a more Torah Rational Perspective, these laws are to intensify the focus of repentance/atonement which is also the purpose of Yom Kippur. By the way, if you're ever wondering about the origins of fasting here's a cool article http://www.howtofast.net/context/fasting-origins.html
It's simple, the torah says in Leviticus 16:29-30; "In the seventh month, on the tenth day of the month, you shall afflict your souls, and you shall not do any work ... For on that day he shall provide atonement for you to cleanse you from all your sins before the L-RD". From this pasuk the Holy Sages derive 5 laws to support Gd's commandment on Yom Kippur:
1)no Eat or drink
2)no bathe or washwear
3) no leather shoes, leather sandals or any other leather footgear
4)no marital relations
5)no anoint oneself
From a Kabbalistic perspective, these laws are too restrict the ego so an individual can be more of a pure channel receiving the of light Yom Kippur; thus cleansing the soul .... But from a more Torah Rational Perspective, these laws are to intensify the focus of repentance/atonement which is also the purpose of Yom Kippur. By the way, if you're ever wondering about the origins of fasting here's a cool article http://www.howtofast.net/context/fasting-origins.html
Tuesday, September 23, 2014
she doesn't know it yet but she's perfect...
Sometimes when you're searching for meaning words are so hard to find. For example: what do you say when someone comes into your life out of the blue and they're absolutely perfect? One of my favorite writers Lisa Kleypas, found the words I was looking for.. put them into a paragraph and now I'm sharing them the with you, she said; "I want to talk with you forever. I remember every word you’ve ever said to me. If only I could visit you as a foreigner goes into a new country, learn the language of you, wander past all borders into every private and secret place, I would stay forever. I would become a citizen of you. You would say it’s too soon to feel this way. You would ask how I could be so certain. But some things can’t be measured by time. Ask me an hour from now. Ask me a month from now. A year, ten years, a lifetime. The way I love you will outlast every calendar, clock, and every toll of every bell that will ever be cast". - #LisaKleypas
Monday, September 22, 2014
"Ki Eshm'rah Shabbat", composed by R' Avraham ibn Ezra..
There's a song we sing Saturday afternoon called "Ki Eshm'rah Shabbat", composed by R' Avraham ibn Ezra. Sometimes I sing "Ki Eshm'rah Shabbat" during the week, it gives me so much strength to confront the challenges I'm faced with.. here's the English translation:
"If I keep Sabbath day, God safe will keep me,
From Him to me 'twas given, a sign for aye to be,
No toil, no traveller's staff my rest profaning,
All gain, all statecraft's thoughts and cares disdaining,
All cares disdaining,
His Law shall make me wise, His Law of Liberty,
From Him to me 'twas given, a sign for aye to be.
Wearied and careworn, there let me always rest.
Thou did'st ordain this day my doubting sires to test.
Thy hand with twofold food each sixth day blest.
Lord, so for me each week my Sabbath food decree,
From Him to me 'twas given, a sign for aye to be.
Priests laid before Him bread of the Presence divine
Commanded in His Law, each Sabbath to deck His Shrine.
"This day thou shalt not fast full joy be thine
Save it be Kippur's fast to purge thine iniquity,"
From Him to me 'twas given, a sign for aye to be.
O day renowned, O day of my soul's delight!
For thee I quaff red wine, for thee my bread is white.
O shed thy rays of hope o'er sorrow's night,
Cheer my sad heart, thou day of sacred gaiety.
From Him to me 'twas given, a sign for aye to be.
He who profanes thee sells his dead soul in vain.
From greed, Lord, set me free, O purge me pure from stain,
And let my fourfold prayers acceptance gain,
Help me this day, Lord, to serve Thee in sincerity.
From Him to me 'twas given, a sign for aye to be"
Sunday, September 21, 2014
so romantic
It's so romantic/interesting : when you read the story of Adam and Chava. Adam was sleeping while Gd took his rib 2 create Eve (Adam's destiny) . On one level, a person can interpret Genesis 2:22 as meaning: by Adam sharing apart of himself, manifested his soulmate. But to be more specific ... Adam gave himself to Gd and Gd created his soulmate (#jussayin). The sages say, Adam only started to feel lonely after he was given the responsibility of giving names 2 all of creation...Seeing that Gd created everything in pairs, thinking to himself; what about me? . It's like walking down Santa Monica Pier seeing beautiful couples holding hands watching the sunset.... Thinking to yourself; "one day that will be me". Arguably couples love watching sunsets because subconsciously they know perfection can only be created by Gd.
a life unfulfilled..
I feel like so much of the pain and suffering in the world has to do with people not following their dreams . There's not enough information describing what it's like to live a life of unfulfilled potential. I just read a great quote by Geneen Roth where she describes feelings but everyone knows feelings/dreams come from the same place, here's what she said; "Most of our suffering comes from resisting what is already here, particularly our feelings. All any feeling wants is to be welcomed, touched, allowed. It wants attention. It wants kindness. If you treated your feelings with as much love as you treated your dog or your cat or your child, you’d feel as if you were living in heaven every day of your sweet life".
Wednesday, September 17, 2014
JHENE AIKO, W.A.Y.S
"Why aren't you smiling? Why aren't you smiling?
Life can get wild when, you caught in the whirl wind
Lost in the whirl wind, you're chasing the wind
You gotta understand
There's really no end, there's really no beginning
There's really no real, there's really no pretending
There's really no fail, there's really no winning
Cause nothing really is and everything really isn't
That's why I keep going" - JHENE AIKO, W.A.Y.S
Life can get wild when, you caught in the whirl wind
Lost in the whirl wind, you're chasing the wind
You gotta understand
There's really no end, there's really no beginning
There's really no real, there's really no pretending
There's really no fail, there's really no winning
Cause nothing really is and everything really isn't
That's why I keep going" - JHENE AIKO, W.A.Y.S
Monday, September 15, 2014
author Kovie Biakolo..
Here's 1 of the best explanations on why you should love yourself unconditionally from author Kovie Biakolo:
"Falling in love with yourself is as beautiful as any experience of love is. It’s learning to laugh at your awkward tendencies and smile at all your quirky habits. It’s learning to be grateful for the many sides you have – confident, crazy, shy, sexy, nerdy, angry, weird, and all the rest of them. It is realizing that you’re one of a kind and that you deserve to give the world the best person you can be. Falling in love with yourself is being happy in your life and knowing that in this one moment in time, you’re beautiful simply because you are you"...
"Falling in love with yourself is as beautiful as any experience of love is. It’s learning to laugh at your awkward tendencies and smile at all your quirky habits. It’s learning to be grateful for the many sides you have – confident, crazy, shy, sexy, nerdy, angry, weird, and all the rest of them. It is realizing that you’re one of a kind and that you deserve to give the world the best person you can be. Falling in love with yourself is being happy in your life and knowing that in this one moment in time, you’re beautiful simply because you are you"...
Sunday, September 14, 2014
anne, behind the curtain of a goodnight text:
anne, behind the curtain of a goodnight text:
"1.)
I thought of you for a moment
when my head hit the pillow,
even though I was busy, even
thought I was tired.
2.)
My day is closing, and you
were a part of it, so I’m saying
goodbye at the end of it.
3.)
I hope when your eyes
close, the peace is
overwhelming".
"1.)
I thought of you for a moment
when my head hit the pillow,
even though I was busy, even
thought I was tired.
2.)
My day is closing, and you
were a part of it, so I’m saying
goodbye at the end of it.
3.)
I hope when your eyes
close, the peace is
overwhelming".
a meditation written by MAR BAR RAVINA
Below is a meditation written by MAR BAR RAVINA in the 4th century to protect a person, family, community, a nation, all of humanity, planet Earth, the entire galaxy (whatever level you want to take it to) from #Haterz and #Gossip. According to the #Kabbalists just by reciting MAR BAR RAVINA meditation (with God in mind) an individual creates a protection shield of angels surrounding whatever they focus their mind on:
"My G-d, guard my tongue from evil and my lips from speaking deceitfully. To those who curse me, let my soul be silent; and let my soul be like dust to everyone. Open my heart to Your Torah, then my soul will pursue Your commandments. As for all those who oppose me and design evil against me, speedily nullify their counsel and disrupt their design. May it be Your will, Adonai my G-d and the G-d of my forefathers, that human jealousy may not rise up against me, nor my jealousy upon others; may I not become angry today, and may I not anger You. Rescue me from the Evil Inclination, and place in my heart submissiveness and humility. O our King and our G-d, cause Your Name to be unified in Your world; rebuild Your city, lay the foundation of Your House, perfect Your sanctuary; gather in the scattered exiles, redeem Your sheep, and gladden Your congregation. Act for Your Name’s sake; act for Your right hand’s sake; act for Your Torah’s sake; act for Your sanctity’s sake. That Your beloved ones may be given rest; let Your right hand save, and respond to me".
"My G-d, guard my tongue from evil and my lips from speaking deceitfully. To those who curse me, let my soul be silent; and let my soul be like dust to everyone. Open my heart to Your Torah, then my soul will pursue Your commandments. As for all those who oppose me and design evil against me, speedily nullify their counsel and disrupt their design. May it be Your will, Adonai my G-d and the G-d of my forefathers, that human jealousy may not rise up against me, nor my jealousy upon others; may I not become angry today, and may I not anger You. Rescue me from the Evil Inclination, and place in my heart submissiveness and humility. O our King and our G-d, cause Your Name to be unified in Your world; rebuild Your city, lay the foundation of Your House, perfect Your sanctuary; gather in the scattered exiles, redeem Your sheep, and gladden Your congregation. Act for Your Name’s sake; act for Your right hand’s sake; act for Your Torah’s sake; act for Your sanctity’s sake. That Your beloved ones may be given rest; let Your right hand save, and respond to me".
Friday, September 12, 2014
Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever
"There is never a time or place for true love. It happens accidentally, in a heartbeat, in a single flashing, throbbing moment". - Sarah Dessen, The Truth About Forever
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Bessie Anderson Stanley
He has achieved success who has lived well, laughed often, and loved much;
Who has enjoyed the trust of pure women, the respect of intelligent men and the love of little children;
Who has filled his niche and accomplished his task;
Who has never lacked appreciation of Earth’s beauty or failed to express it;
Who has left the world better than he found it,
Whether an improved poppy, a perfect poem, or a rescued soul;
Who has always looked for the best in others and given them the best he had;
Whose life was an inspiration;
Whose memory a benediction. ~ Bessie Anderson Stanley
Who has enjoyed the trust of pure women, the respect of intelligent men and the love of little children;
Who has filled his niche and accomplished his task;
Who has never lacked appreciation of Earth’s beauty or failed to express it;
Who has left the world better than he found it,
Whether an improved poppy, a perfect poem, or a rescued soul;
Who has always looked for the best in others and given them the best he had;
Whose life was an inspiration;
Whose memory a benediction. ~ Bessie Anderson Stanley
Monday, September 8, 2014
- Lisa Genova, Still Alice
"She liked being reminded of butterflies. She remembered being six or seven and crying over the fates of the butterflies in her yard after learning that they lived for only a few days. Her mother had comforted her and told her not to be sad for the butterflies, that just because their lives were short didn’t mean they were tragic. Watching them flying in the warm sun among the daisies in their garden, her mother had said to her, see, they have a beautiful life. Alice liked remembering that". - Lisa Genova, Still Alice #pshhh
Sunday, September 7, 2014
never thought I would become Who I am today
Sometimes I wonder if "unconditional love" was an actual person, what would he or she say? What could "unconditional LOVE" teach the world, having the chance to speak with everyone? I definitely have not found the answers, but I think "ThÃch Nhất Hạnh" a world famous Buddhist monk is on to something in his book "Teachings on Love".. ThÃch Nhất Hạnh beautifully writes; "Through my love for you, I want to express my love for the whole cosmos, the whole of humanity, and all beings. By living with you, I want to learn to love everyone and all species. If I succeed in loving you, I will be able to love everyone and all species on Earth… This is the real message of love". Love love love on my mind love love love in my heart love love is all I can see... if you asked me 10 years ago, I'd would never have thought this would be me!
Thursday, September 4, 2014
Janet Evanovich
"Romance novels are birthday cake and life is often peanut butter and jelly. I think everyone should have lots of delicious romance novels lying around for those times when the peanut butter of life gets stuck to the roof of your mouth" ~ Janet Evanovich
Wednesday, September 3, 2014
a poem for September 4th
"it doesn't matter, what anyone does or says; your mindset stays the same
it doesn't matter, if your rising or falling; your mindset stays the same,
mainly because the world is an illusion and always stays the same
you're responsible for your life, there's no one to blame.. people from the past, still talking about the past, are so lame; please leave them in the rain
Success is like a ladder, you climb it one step at a time; people not going in the same direction, please pay them no mind
Fame starts with a whisper, turns into a conversation and eventually everyone's screaming your name, Kinda like a spark turning into a flame
Talking about fame probably sounds so lame but I work in Hollywood; didn't create the game... I'm not the one to blame, I'm just tryin to pay future bills cuz I know my future wife's parents want a house in the hills...lol
Sad thing is: as dreams come true people from your past turn blue;
When you've been around forever but people introduce you as being "the new Jew"
My next movie is going to be another hit, a teenage comedy the box office will never forget"
it doesn't matter, if your rising or falling; your mindset stays the same,
mainly because the world is an illusion and always stays the same
you're responsible for your life, there's no one to blame.. people from the past, still talking about the past, are so lame; please leave them in the rain
Success is like a ladder, you climb it one step at a time; people not going in the same direction, please pay them no mind
Fame starts with a whisper, turns into a conversation and eventually everyone's screaming your name, Kinda like a spark turning into a flame
Talking about fame probably sounds so lame but I work in Hollywood; didn't create the game... I'm not the one to blame, I'm just tryin to pay future bills cuz I know my future wife's parents want a house in the hills...lol
Sad thing is: as dreams come true people from your past turn blue;
When you've been around forever but people introduce you as being "the new Jew"
My next movie is going to be another hit, a teenage comedy the box office will never forget"
how to release myself from my ex soulmate?
Drake said in his song Renaissance; "I said that we could kiss the past goodbye, but you weren't excited": I've always wondered, what Drake meant by "kiss the past goodbye" and why wouldn't a person be excited for that? Early this morning I read a quote from Chelsea Fagan's book "How We Let People Go" that brought everything full circle she says; "Of course, you never really forget anyone, but you certainly release them. You stop allowing their history to have any meaning for you today. You let them change their haircut, let them move, let them fall in love again. And when you see this person you have let go, you realize that there is no reason to be sad. The person you knew exists somewhere, but you are separated by too much time to reach them again". I think letting people from your past go.. has more to do with you accepting a new perception of yourself.
Tuesday, September 2, 2014
giving love a second chance...
Wanting love, pursuing love is one thing but if you've been in love and had your heart-broken. Putting the pieces back together... moving forward in life is the hardest thing; takes so much courage. In 1994 Paulo Coelho published a book called "By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept" where he perfectly frames the dangers of falling blindly in love. #PauloCoelho wrote; "I’ve been in love before, it’s like a narcotic. At first it brings the euphoria of complete surrender. The next day you want more. You’re not addicted yet, but you like the sensation, and you think you can still control things.You think about the person you love for two minutes then forget them for three hours. But then you get used to that person, and you begin to be completely dependent on them. Now you think about her for three hours and forget for two minutes. If she’s not there, you feel like an addict who can’t get a fix. And just as addicts steal and humiliate themselves to get what they need, you’re willing to do anything for love". Love and life have so much in common; If you don't show courage chances are you'll miss out on the chance of a lifetime...
Friday, August 29, 2014
sadness & pain does not exist?
The statement made in #Bereshit 1:31; "God saw all that He had made, and behold, it was very good". Is understood by many commentators as to be in reference to man's creation on the sixth day. Meaning the entire reality created for man by Gd is to express Gd's goodness; sadness and pain are temporary illusions. If a person is unaware of this torah idea it's so easy 2 focus on the negativity in life. Helen Keller has an amazing outlook not on the pasuk but the overall idea itself, she says; "When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us". Every disappointment is guaranteed to lead us too a happy outcome beyond our imagination.
sharing love without expectations..
Paulo Coelho is an amazing writer who talked a lot about the destruction of going into relationship with expectations. Paulo Coelho wrote in his novel, The Devil and Miss Prym; "Anyone who loves in the expectation of being loved in return is wasting their time". One way of looking at it is: focus on being a giver and let God take care of the rest. If a relationship isn't right your intentions and positivity will protect you...
how to make your life historic?
Here's a #quote not just about appreciating life but making your life historic: "I used to dream about escaping my ordinary life, but my life was never ordinary. I had simply failed to notice how extraordinary it was". - Ransom Rigg, Miss Peregrine’s Home for Peculiar Children
Thursday, August 28, 2014
Everyone has good days, everyone has bad days..
Everyone has good days, everyone has bad days.. I found this poet by the name of Mary Kate Teske, she wrote;"I go through phases. Somedays I feel like the person I’m supposed to be, and then somedays, I turn into no one at all. There is both me and my silhouette. I hope that on the days you find me and all I am are darkened lines, you still are willing to be near me"...
how to accept yourself?
I just read the best advice ever on "how to accept yourself and find your soulmate"...given by none other than Dr Seuss, he said; "I am weird, you are weird. Everyone in this world is weird. One day two people come together in mutual #weirdness and fall in love". In other words, Gd made you perfectly imperfect for the perfect person..lol
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
how to be a friend?
There was a German writer who passed away in the 1800's by the name Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. In a conversation about how to help ppl achieve their potential/dreams Goethe said ; "If you treat an individual as he is, he will remain how he is. But if you treat him as if he were what he ought to be and could be, he will become what he ought to be and could be". It's so important to focus on people's potential and not the negativity. Focusing on what makes a person special and giving them constant positive reinforcement.
Thursday, August 21, 2014
she's trying to destroy me but can't lol
It's actually funny to see
$0.50 falling off and #RickRoss
rising to the top of hip hop.
Expescially after all of the
negative things $0.50 said
about rick ross and his family.
$0.50 went out and found Rick Ross's
ex-wife put her on camera trying to
#humiliate him; by allowing her to publicly make up lies about his past. The whole time Rick Ross didn't say anything he stayed focused releasing number one single after number one single.
The sages say #Gd makes super lame people (computer button) or experiences (old relationship) from your past (5 years ago) public while rising tu the top; in order to keep you humble (while reaching levels beyond #imagination).
"Kind of like in #Exodus
when #Moses and the
#Israelites are about to
blast off to a whole new
reality of existence.
By splitting the Red Sea:"
Being chase by #Egyptians/Hater's, approaching the Red Sea Moses turns to the people and says; " Do not fear! Stand by and see the salvation of the LORD which He will accomplish for you today; for the Egyptians/#Haters whom you have seen today, you will never see them again forever. 14"The LORD will fight for you while you keep silent."
#Pray for me, people coming out of the woodworks just to see me rise up close; saying all types of crazy things (lies etc). Using whoever (community) they can get their hands on just to get close to me.. #ItsCrayOutHere
$0.50 falling off and #RickRoss
rising to the top of hip hop.
Expescially after all of the
negative things $0.50 said
about rick ross and his family.
$0.50 went out and found Rick Ross's
ex-wife put her on camera trying to
#humiliate him; by allowing her to publicly make up lies about his past. The whole time Rick Ross didn't say anything he stayed focused releasing number one single after number one single.
The sages say #Gd makes super lame people (computer button) or experiences (old relationship) from your past (5 years ago) public while rising tu the top; in order to keep you humble (while reaching levels beyond #imagination).
"Kind of like in #Exodus
when #Moses and the
#Israelites are about to
blast off to a whole new
reality of existence.
By splitting the Red Sea:"
Being chase by #Egyptians/Hater's, approaching the Red Sea Moses turns to the people and says; " Do not fear! Stand by and see the salvation of the LORD which He will accomplish for you today; for the Egyptians/#Haters whom you have seen today, you will never see them again forever. 14"The LORD will fight for you while you keep silent."
#Pray for me, people coming out of the woodworks just to see me rise up close; saying all types of crazy things (lies etc). Using whoever (community) they can get their hands on just to get close to me.. #ItsCrayOutHere
Friday, August 8, 2014
don't try to "catch up" im with Drake..
In Drake's new song "catch up" he talks about moving forward in life & taking responsibility for his generation..Not being understood by his peers, pushing social consciousness 2 levels beyond their imagination. Drake also speaks about overlooking criticism, staying true to your dreams, staying focus though adversity. If you can relate.. smile all day because everything's going to be alright. Here's sum of my favorite verse from Drake's song "catch up":
"I was tryna find out where I lost 'em at
But maybe I ain't lose 'em at all
Maybe I keep movin' forward and they're just stagnant, they ain't movin' at all
But when they need a favor, who do they call?
Maybe I'm searchin' for the problems, askin' what was said and who was involved
Too focused on people's feedback and provin' 'em wrong
They say the shoe can always fit, no matter whose foot it's on
These days feel like I'm squeezin' in 'em
Whoever wore 'em before just wasn't thinkin' big enough
I'm 'bout to leave 'em with 'em
Cause if I run in the game in these, man the seams are splittin'
No pun intended but they're smellin' de-feet in the air
Headed where nobody took it, who meetin' me there?
They tell him that he's talkin' crazy but he doesn't care
Bein' humble don't work as well as bein' aware
Listen up, boy, you're better off eavesdroppin'
We already got spring 2015 poppin"
#pshhh
"I was tryna find out where I lost 'em at
But maybe I ain't lose 'em at all
Maybe I keep movin' forward and they're just stagnant, they ain't movin' at all
But when they need a favor, who do they call?
Maybe I'm searchin' for the problems, askin' what was said and who was involved
Too focused on people's feedback and provin' 'em wrong
They say the shoe can always fit, no matter whose foot it's on
These days feel like I'm squeezin' in 'em
Whoever wore 'em before just wasn't thinkin' big enough
I'm 'bout to leave 'em with 'em
Cause if I run in the game in these, man the seams are splittin'
No pun intended but they're smellin' de-feet in the air
Headed where nobody took it, who meetin' me there?
They tell him that he's talkin' crazy but he doesn't care
Bein' humble don't work as well as bein' aware
Listen up, boy, you're better off eavesdroppin'
We already got spring 2015 poppin"
#pshhh
Sunday, August 3, 2014
beyonce is #flawless
#Beyonce just released a remix to her song "flawless" with Nicki Minaj. In the flawless's remix Beyonce made reference to the heavily publicized incident of her sister Solange attacking her husband #JayZ on an elevator while attending Met Gala Ball in New York.
The lyrics in #flawless that stuck out to me the most in referencing the Jay Z #Solange elevator incident.. is when Beyonce said; "Of course sometimes shit go down
When it's a billion dollars on an elevator
Of course sometimes shit go down
When it's a billion dollars on an elevator".
(Making reference to her and Jay Z having a combined billion dollar net worth)
After hearing Beyonce's cynical response to her family drama I started thinking to myself: Maybe all of this #gossip column Jay Z Beyonce divorce talk.. is just publicity/Hype for their "on the run tour". Kinda like when #KanyeWest started talking crazy in radio interviews during the "Yeezus tour". Generating hype in the media bringing more intrigue/ticket sales to Kanye West's #Yeezus concert dates.
Either way, I'm just a Beyonce and Jay Z fan too the heart... the worst thing ever would be something happening to their relationship. #Love more + forgive more + give more + learn more = love between two #forever
The lyrics in #flawless that stuck out to me the most in referencing the Jay Z #Solange elevator incident.. is when Beyonce said; "Of course sometimes shit go down
When it's a billion dollars on an elevator
Of course sometimes shit go down
When it's a billion dollars on an elevator".
(Making reference to her and Jay Z having a combined billion dollar net worth)
After hearing Beyonce's cynical response to her family drama I started thinking to myself: Maybe all of this #gossip column Jay Z Beyonce divorce talk.. is just publicity/Hype for their "on the run tour". Kinda like when #KanyeWest started talking crazy in radio interviews during the "Yeezus tour". Generating hype in the media bringing more intrigue/ticket sales to Kanye West's #Yeezus concert dates.
Either way, I'm just a Beyonce and Jay Z fan too the heart... the worst thing ever would be something happening to their relationship. #Love more + forgive more + give more + learn more = love between two #forever
Nicki Minaj is hysterical...
Nicki Minaj is hysterical.. I was just listening to her remix of "no flex zone"...Thinking to myself, is her Ego out of control? When she says:
"Running this game for 5 years
Guess that's why my feet hurt
Wonder when they bite me
Do these b***hes' teeth hurt?
Yes I am an icon, that's me on your T-shirt
….THOUGHT YOU KNEEEEEEWW BET-TER!
Do your f***ing research".
Can you relate to what she's sayin? lol
"Running this game for 5 years
Guess that's why my feet hurt
Wonder when they bite me
Do these b***hes' teeth hurt?
Yes I am an icon, that's me on your T-shirt
….THOUGHT YOU KNEEEEEEWW BET-TER!
Do your f***ing research".
Can you relate to what she's sayin? lol
Thursday, July 31, 2014
love falling like leaves
"Love is like leaves falling from a tree. How? Love fall from somewhere above into your heart below . In the same way, leaves fall from trees to the ground below. Love like leaves comes and goes, it can change course at any second. How? In the same way, a falling leaf's direction can be influenced by a brisk wind. Love changes suddenly unexpected changing the course of your life . Love leaves, if you fall too fast. How, can I make love stay? you must be elegant, graceful, patient, sensitive, free ... learn from watching leaves, fall into a new reality from above.."
believe me believe me
I was just listening to Drake's and Lil Wayne's new song "believe me". On the hook #Drake says something very important:
" Believe me, believe me
I'm that n...., boy they love me in the streets
I'm not tryna find nobody else to beat
I'm the one they come to see because they all
Believe me".
These are important words for anyone looking to be creative, building a organic fan base. Drake is saying in his song "believe me".... You have to be real, You have to show the ppl who You really are, You can't be plastic. Selfless Honesty is what connects this new generation to art. Back in the day, a so called artists could fake it or steal someone else's image. Thanks to profit driven record labels and movie studios many posers, imitators of genius became famous in the past. Now through social media, the consumer sees your whole life everyday. "You ain't about that life"; is a common phrase said by today's consumer emphasizing the importance of honesty/transparency . So if you want a huge fan base, listen to Drake when he says; "I'm the one they come to see because they all
Believe me"...
" Believe me, believe me
I'm that n...., boy they love me in the streets
I'm not tryna find nobody else to beat
I'm the one they come to see because they all
Believe me".
These are important words for anyone looking to be creative, building a organic fan base. Drake is saying in his song "believe me".... You have to be real, You have to show the ppl who You really are, You can't be plastic. Selfless Honesty is what connects this new generation to art. Back in the day, a so called artists could fake it or steal someone else's image. Thanks to profit driven record labels and movie studios many posers, imitators of genius became famous in the past. Now through social media, the consumer sees your whole life everyday. "You ain't about that life"; is a common phrase said by today's consumer emphasizing the importance of honesty/transparency . So if you want a huge fan base, listen to Drake when he says; "I'm the one they come to see because they all
Believe me"...
Monday, July 28, 2014
Israel makes me a better American!
It's difficult for minorities to support Israel because minorities feel disenfranchised from America. It's difficult for minorities support America....Even with Barack #Obama as the President of the United States; minority still feel America has never been for them. Based off the past history of slavery and segregation in America it's definitely understandable.
The question is: how do we change this? how do we create an ideology in America of total inclusion?
I would argue, it requires a #psychological shift of self perception, self identity from the minority community. Actualizing the words of #President John F Kennedy, when he said; "ask what can you do for this country and not wait for America to do something magical for u!". (paraphrasing.lol)
We live in a #global #society now.. with a whole new set of rules/social policies domestic and abroad . The opportunities for wealth and prosperity have never been greater for American #citizens thinking and starting #businesses internationally.
Everyone would agree there's many policies in America needing to be changed/improved upon. The ultimate battle for minorities is to not allow themselves to become victims of a #manufactured way of thinking called "victim consciousness". The mindset of "victim consciousness" is: "why should I care about anything, everything is against me". There are many organizations profiting (#prison industrial complex etc) from minorities thinking like victims, thinking America is against them...
The greatest opportunity for anyone with dreams in America; is looking at the International landscape of #business. The average kid in America today can create an international business from his or her bedroom; utilizing American creativity and Social media. You can be a huge success by using a #laptop and yo #Dreamz!
There are extreme forces internationally working day and night to prevent the American dream from expanding internationally. This extreme force is known as "radical #Islam" or the "Global #jihadist Movement". Islamic radicals are completely against people having dreams, against people being creative, against people being free exchanging ideas. If you don't believe me... do research on any Muslim country and see how they live; see how innocent women and children are treated...
"Israel is fighting for the American dream in the Middle East ".. fighting for the same dreams of Martin Luther King, Rosa Parks, John F Kennedy, Cesar Chavez etc. The same way the media portrays minorities in a negative light, so does the media portray Israel in a negative way. Lying about israel being racist.. through manufactured news reports making terrorist (Hamas) look like victims . I personally have many #African and #black Americans friends living in Israel happy full of optimism about life .
How do your dreams fit into this new international world?
Does the past matter anymore (#slavery, #segregation etc)?
What can I create today, to change my life tomorrow?
As an American minority, Can I experience the American Dream using my creativity ?
What's stopping me from experiencing my dreams?
Also asking yourself: what are the forces trying to stop America's dreams from expanding internationally?
Create a new reality for yourself, join America's dream for humanity!
Yes America needs 2 improve tremendously but if more good hearted Americans aren't involved it will never happen. Supporting our closest ally #Israel is the only way for global #dreams 2 come true. The same way the media hates on minorities by depicting us poorly... The media does the same thing to another minority group call Jews in Israel; don't believe the hype. Rethink what it means to be an #American in 2014 n Beyond!
The question is: how do we change this? how do we create an ideology in America of total inclusion?
I would argue, it requires a #psychological shift of self perception, self identity from the minority community. Actualizing the words of #President John F Kennedy, when he said; "ask what can you do for this country and not wait for America to do something magical for u!". (paraphrasing.lol)
We live in a #global #society now.. with a whole new set of rules/social policies domestic and abroad . The opportunities for wealth and prosperity have never been greater for American #citizens thinking and starting #businesses internationally.
Everyone would agree there's many policies in America needing to be changed/improved upon. The ultimate battle for minorities is to not allow themselves to become victims of a #manufactured way of thinking called "victim consciousness". The mindset of "victim consciousness" is: "why should I care about anything, everything is against me". There are many organizations profiting (#prison industrial complex etc) from minorities thinking like victims, thinking America is against them...
The greatest opportunity for anyone with dreams in America; is looking at the International landscape of #business. The average kid in America today can create an international business from his or her bedroom; utilizing American creativity and Social media. You can be a huge success by using a #laptop and yo #Dreamz!
There are extreme forces internationally working day and night to prevent the American dream from expanding internationally. This extreme force is known as "radical #Islam" or the "Global #jihadist Movement". Islamic radicals are completely against people having dreams, against people being creative, against people being free exchanging ideas. If you don't believe me... do research on any Muslim country and see how they live; see how innocent women and children are treated...
"Israel is fighting for the American dream in the Middle East ".. fighting for the same dreams of Martin Luther King, Rosa Parks, John F Kennedy, Cesar Chavez etc. The same way the media portrays minorities in a negative light, so does the media portray Israel in a negative way. Lying about israel being racist.. through manufactured news reports making terrorist (Hamas) look like victims . I personally have many #African and #black Americans friends living in Israel happy full of optimism about life .
How do your dreams fit into this new international world?
Does the past matter anymore (#slavery, #segregation etc)?
What can I create today, to change my life tomorrow?
As an American minority, Can I experience the American Dream using my creativity ?
What's stopping me from experiencing my dreams?
Also asking yourself: what are the forces trying to stop America's dreams from expanding internationally?
Create a new reality for yourself, join America's dream for humanity!
Yes America needs 2 improve tremendously but if more good hearted Americans aren't involved it will never happen. Supporting our closest ally #Israel is the only way for global #dreams 2 come true. The same way the media hates on minorities by depicting us poorly... The media does the same thing to another minority group call Jews in Israel; don't believe the hype. Rethink what it means to be an #American in 2014 n Beyond!
Wednesday, July 16, 2014
the world doesn't support Israel because...
The world overlooks the actions of Islamic terrorism mostly because the high maturity of attacks are against Blacks across Africa and Jews in Israel. The world doesn't care about the poor people of Africa & the world doesn't care about the minority group call Jews in Israel. When do the defenseless get justice? How long are we going to devalue the lives of poor people and minorities? Stand with the blacks across Africa & Stand with Israel, Stand with Israel against Islamic terrorism! http://pamelageller.com/2014/07/eyewitness-account-black-slaves-islam.html/
Friday, July 11, 2014
Shariff Hasan speaks the truth about Israel!
The only reason why Hamas (terrorist organization)is attacking #Israel because they cannot reach the United States of #America .
What's happening in Israel isn't about Jewish vs Muslim, #Torah vs #Quran, good guy vs bad guy.
A person without independent thinking could think that; what's happenin in Israel is Muslims against Jewishs over territory. (Nope, not true, not at all)
What's happening is: a terrorist organization (#Hamas) took over a community (#palestinian) and has waged war against its neighbor(Israel).
All terrorist organizations care nothing about morals or God their job is to fight "Democratic Innovation" amongst people . By scaring the people of their environments with brute force mainly focused towards women.
Israel is #America's greatest ally.
Israel is on the forefront fighting for humanity against the evil forces suppressing the Muslim World from #Democratic #Innovation (#technology, #education, medical care, #food, #Entertainment, better quality of life ).
Supporting #Israel is supporting the liberation of the poor innocent #Muslims who are imprisoned by #Islamicradicals throughout the Middle East. #Hamas has no agenda of God they are a political movement using the #Hadith to justify murder of anyone who opposes them.
Israel is, on the front line fighting for the same #democracy Martin Luther King Day marching down the streets of #Montgomery Alabama for. Israel is, on the front line fighting for the same democracy the founding fathers of America did in 1776. Israel is, on the frontline fighting for the same democracy #Gandhi professed.
There's so many different political agendas being expressed in the media; so it's easy to get confused.
Israel is fighting for American democracy and the defenseless (oppressed #Muslims by #terrorist organizations).
Hamas's goal like all Islamic terrorist organizations is to prevent the Muslim world from advancing (staying in #economic and #intellectual slavery)nothing to do with love, caring, goodness, unity or God.
#Islamic terrorist organizations commit acts of terror against the Israel and the United States. So they can run back to the Palestinians/Muslims they have physically and intellectually imprisoned..... (Terrorist)Saying to the uneducated people they've prison; "look how evil the west is, trying to kill all of us, you need us (terrorist) to protect you".
As the hip hop community says; "#recognize the #game, look between the lines, think for yourself".
#God bless Israel America's greatest partner may God protect the #IDF as we fight to liberation humanity against Radical #Islam.
What's happening in Israel isn't about Jewish vs Muslim, #Torah vs #Quran, good guy vs bad guy.
A person without independent thinking could think that; what's happenin in Israel is Muslims against Jewishs over territory. (Nope, not true, not at all)
What's happening is: a terrorist organization (#Hamas) took over a community (#palestinian) and has waged war against its neighbor(Israel).
All terrorist organizations care nothing about morals or God their job is to fight "Democratic Innovation" amongst people . By scaring the people of their environments with brute force mainly focused towards women.
Israel is #America's greatest ally.
Israel is on the forefront fighting for humanity against the evil forces suppressing the Muslim World from #Democratic #Innovation (#technology, #education, medical care, #food, #Entertainment, better quality of life ).
Supporting #Israel is supporting the liberation of the poor innocent #Muslims who are imprisoned by #Islamicradicals throughout the Middle East. #Hamas has no agenda of God they are a political movement using the #Hadith to justify murder of anyone who opposes them.
Israel is, on the front line fighting for the same #democracy Martin Luther King Day marching down the streets of #Montgomery Alabama for. Israel is, on the front line fighting for the same democracy the founding fathers of America did in 1776. Israel is, on the frontline fighting for the same democracy #Gandhi professed.
There's so many different political agendas being expressed in the media; so it's easy to get confused.
Israel is fighting for American democracy and the defenseless (oppressed #Muslims by #terrorist organizations).
Hamas's goal like all Islamic terrorist organizations is to prevent the Muslim world from advancing (staying in #economic and #intellectual slavery)nothing to do with love, caring, goodness, unity or God.
#Islamic terrorist organizations commit acts of terror against the Israel and the United States. So they can run back to the Palestinians/Muslims they have physically and intellectually imprisoned..... (Terrorist)Saying to the uneducated people they've prison; "look how evil the west is, trying to kill all of us, you need us (terrorist) to protect you".
As the hip hop community says; "#recognize the #game, look between the lines, think for yourself".
#God bless Israel America's greatest partner may God protect the #IDF as we fight to liberation humanity against Radical #Islam.
a level Adam could never understand
How do we understand the level of Adam Kadmon? Where are some tangible examples in torah expressing this kabalistic idea?
Basic intelligence tells you before a person speaks there's a thought or intention. According to torah, the world was created in seven stages but before this olam manifested there was an intention or thought.
Modern day science says the world started with the Big Bang. Adam Kadmon is what we now know today as man's reality/consciousness before the world was created. The consciousness level of Adam Kadmon is before knowledge, before understanding, before physical expression....a Complete unification of all that has or will ever exist.
According to the Kabbalists every human has the potential to reach this conscious level of clarity/understanding (Adam Kadmon). The ability to see the future and everything from the past, a complete peaceful state of mine.
Adam Kadmon the concept is saying man's consciousness before physicality created all of creation through God's will. Man's consciousness created the physical world. Where can we find tangible proof to this claim? Where in the Torah can we find this?
The Torah perfectly illustrates mankind's ability to reach the consciousness level of Adam Kadmon: In the story of Moses receiving the second set of tablets on Mount Sinai. After Moses cleanse his lower worlds by destroying the golden calf he went up to Mount Sinai for a second time. Upon reaching the top of Mount Sinai, God ordered Moses to carve out the second set of tablets. While carving the second set of tablets Moses saw the beginning of creation and the end of creation; he had access to all knowledge that ever has or will ever exist.
Moses had to reach the consciousness level of Adam Kadmon a-level above the angels to write the Torah,right?
The Torah further illustrate this consciousness level when Moses comes down after carving a second set of tablets. In Exodus 34:29 the Torah describes Moses as losing his face only beaming a radiant light. Moses no longer had a facial structure he was only beaming blinding light after speaking directly to God . To the point: the Israelites were scared to approach him forcing Moses to cover his face with a veil. The consciousness level of Adam Kadmon is above physicality just pure light. Expressed by the Torah's description of Moses having to cover his face with a veil.
Presto: a rational explanation around the Kabbalistic theory of "Adam Kadmon".
Sunday, July 6, 2014
who's great?
He's great! who's great? what's great?
if you say you're great
Prepare 4 hate,
how ironic it rhymes! lol
I be like, I'm great
I didn't say
you weren't great
cuz I'm great
we're both great
I'm jussayin
I'm great
do I need to speak for you too?
I be like, I'm great
they be like "boy" calm down
they be like "boy" calm down
who do you think you are?
Actually you're nobody
what have you done to be great?
truth is: nobody wants to say
your great cuz if they did
they would have to accept their great #two
who wants to be great?
Somebody willing to take responsibility
for being great!
they be like "boy" you ain't great
maybe if I had a better report card
or a more fantasy sports car
I'd be considered great?
To become all I'm supposed to be
in this lifetime
I have to believe I'm great
just as great as any man
who's ever walked this earth
Guess what? So are you!
You're just as great as any person
who's ever walked this earth
Why am i great? why are you great?
Because God created us
and he's the greatest
The master of all universes
We were created from
the essence of Gd's greatness
Just ask Adam & Eve
They'll tell you
We are great!
We are great!
just remember
when you say
I'm Great
prepare 4
hate"
if you say you're great
Prepare 4 hate,
how ironic it rhymes! lol
I be like, I'm great
I didn't say
you weren't great
cuz I'm great
we're both great
I'm jussayin
I'm great
do I need to speak for you too?
I be like, I'm great
they be like "boy" calm down
they be like "boy" calm down
who do you think you are?
Actually you're nobody
what have you done to be great?
truth is: nobody wants to say
your great cuz if they did
they would have to accept their great #two
who wants to be great?
Somebody willing to take responsibility
for being great!
they be like "boy" you ain't great
maybe if I had a better report card
or a more fantasy sports car
I'd be considered great?
To become all I'm supposed to be
in this lifetime
I have to believe I'm great
just as great as any man
who's ever walked this earth
Guess what? So are you!
You're just as great as any person
who's ever walked this earth
Why am i great? why are you great?
Because God created us
and he's the greatest
The master of all universes
We were created from
the essence of Gd's greatness
Just ask Adam & Eve
They'll tell you
We are great!
We are great!
just remember
when you say
I'm Great
prepare 4
hate"
Saturday, July 5, 2014
never looking back
"The scariest thing is to leave the reality you once new behind creating an entirely new world for yourself. Struggling with this: I draw strength from the story of Noah(Genesis 6:3). Everybody knows the story of the flood...But think about it from the perspective of leaving everything you once knew behind. Think about the concept of God destroying your old reality through wisdom. Think about the concept of building a vessel/Ark to leave your old world behind. Building the Ark/a vessel took Noah 120 years. In the same way it takes time to build courage to leave a life you once knew forever. God commanded Noah to only take things on the Ark needed for creating a new world. The sages say when the Ark emerged after the flood. Noah broke down in tears from seeing the destruction of his past. Even threw the pain and sadness about what was left behind. Noah did what he had to do for all of humanity thus creating the world we live in today. Don't be scared walking into the unknown for it is your destiny..."
Friday, July 4, 2014
wait, say it ain't so; American high school part 2?
"Ironically all morning I've been on the phone discussing american high school part 2. American high school part 1 is completely profitable and has been seen a quarter of a billion times worldwide since April 2009. American high school was an indie film shot under a million dollars in 2007; now is time to go to the studio level. The investors have made me the catalyst/executive producer (once again) in packaging and raising the capital for the sequel. The script for american high school part 2 is already written and I'm working with the best agency in the world. I'm still a hundred percent focus on growing my television network but I couldn't resist a chance of doing this sequel. American high school is Calabasas high school; how I grew up lol. God made American high school successful its obvious he wants me to turn it into a franchise; like American Pie. What's more American than executive producing American high school part 2 ? Lol" http://m.imdb.com/title/tt1087517/
some say brilliant
"Special is as special does
special just because
Unique and different
Strong and resilient
Some say brilliant
Sum say Not brilliant
just unique and different
He can see the future
tell you about the past
Obvious to him
how long things will last
When you're unique and different
sometimes they laugh it's ok cuz
Every generation has brilliant thinkers
so he's just a blast from the past
So unique and different
strong and resilient
No choice but to share
with the world
Some say he's brilliant
some say he's strong and resilient
No choice but to share with the world
Something unique and different"
special just because
Unique and different
Strong and resilient
Some say brilliant
Sum say Not brilliant
just unique and different
He can see the future
tell you about the past
Obvious to him
how long things will last
When you're unique and different
sometimes they laugh it's ok cuz
Every generation has brilliant thinkers
so he's just a blast from the past
So unique and different
strong and resilient
No choice but to share
with the world
Some say he's brilliant
some say he's strong and resilient
No choice but to share with the world
Something unique and different"
she wanted to live a lie so I said bye now she just tells lies
" when you're up high they lie
Pissed be'cuz you said goodbye
I wanted to fly
you wanted to live a lie
When you're up high they lie
Because you said goodbye
Or maybe because you're up so high
She wanted to live a lie
Woke up and saw a new world
now tha past is just a blur
Only stepping on escalators that go up
So jealous so jealous she reads about me
And throws up not gang signs but silly lies
I'm fine I'm up so so high up so so high
Looking for the right words to define
why they lie when you're up oh so high"
Pissed be'cuz you said goodbye
I wanted to fly
you wanted to live a lie
When you're up high they lie
Because you said goodbye
Or maybe because you're up so high
She wanted to live a lie
Woke up and saw a new world
now tha past is just a blur
Only stepping on escalators that go up
So jealous so jealous she reads about me
And throws up not gang signs but silly lies
I'm fine I'm up so so high up so so high
Looking for the right words to define
why they lie when you're up oh so high"
so happy..
"So happy I'm alive
So happy I'm alive
not surprise it's
my time to rise
my time to rise
no surprise
no surprise
Sun promises
to rise everyday
Greatness promises
to stay forever
I pray to God
for success in all
my future endeavors"
So happy I'm alive
not surprise it's
my time to rise
my time to rise
no surprise
no surprise
Sun promises
to rise everyday
Greatness promises
to stay forever
I pray to God
for success in all
my future endeavors"
so surreal
"Tell me exactly
what I want to hear
Tell me exactly
what I want to hear
guaranteeing no fear
guaranteeing no fear
Is this real?
can't be real
so surreal
so surreal
This is making me feel
This is making me feel
So surreal
is this real?
Answer my question
Tell me exactly
what I wanna hear"
love can...
"Love you're such a politician
some lie for you
some give up their lives
Searching for you
Can't say I believe you anymore
does that mean I'm still sore
from the past
who can I ask? for
advice to not make the
same mistakes twice
You could be perfect
But is giving my heart worth it?
Love can convince me of anything
the greatest sales person on earth
Been pitching me since birth
But is giving my heart worth it
I'm not listening love
cause you're just going to say
yes because you're the
best politician ever"
some lie for you
some give up their lives
Searching for you
Can't say I believe you anymore
does that mean I'm still sore
from the past
who can I ask? for
advice to not make the
same mistakes twice
You could be perfect
But is giving my heart worth it?
Love can convince me of anything
the greatest sales person on earth
Been pitching me since birth
But is giving my heart worth it
I'm not listening love
cause you're just going to say
yes because you're the
best politician ever"
Thursday, July 3, 2014
Who's creating for the whole world?
There's an interesting parallel between Adam naming all of creation in the Garden of Eden and Moses carving out the second set of tablets on Mount Sinai . According to the Torah God created our reality in seven stages. During the 6th stage god created Adam (mankind)with the ability to give names (understanding) to God's creation. In the same way G-d's Torah (Creation) on Mount Sinai wasn't accessible to humanity until Moses walked up Mount Sinai alone carving out the second set of crystal tablets; with his own hands.
According to the sages: Adam giving names metaphorically represents the "accessibility of knowledge/experiences" making life easier for others. Almost as if the Torah is blatantly saying; "rather it be by through Speech (Adam) or one's Hands (Moses) use your God given creativity to elevate the World (all of humanity)". There's 26 generations between Adam and Moses! #jussayin
According to the sages: Adam giving names metaphorically represents the "accessibility of knowledge/experiences" making life easier for others. Almost as if the Torah is blatantly saying; "rather it be by through Speech (Adam) or one's Hands (Moses) use your God given creativity to elevate the World (all of humanity)". There's 26 generations between Adam and Moses! #jussayin
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
butterflies can't fly
"Butterflies can't fly if they're cold.
Butterflies need an ideal body temperature of about 85ºF to fly. Reminding us: that only in a loving environment can we reach our potential. Warm, safe and loving so we can fly..."
never give up on love
"The heart beats approximately 40 million times in one year, or about 3 billion times in an average lifetime. Teaching us, to never give up on love cuz love is the only thing that can stay with us throughout our lifetime."
feel bad for my lips
"Helloz lasting forever
goodbye's that cry
Why is this?
Looking towards the sky
for eternal bliss
Finding themselves in ahh abyss
Promises never kept
promises set free
Be all you can be
who cares who sees...
My first kiss is still
searching for eternal bliss
My first kiss is still
searchin for eternal bliss
Feel bad for my lips
Feel bad for my lips
Where's your kiss?
I so needed to say this lol"
goodbye's that cry
Why is this?
Looking towards the sky
for eternal bliss
Finding themselves in ahh abyss
Promises never kept
promises set free
Be all you can be
who cares who sees...
My first kiss is still
searching for eternal bliss
My first kiss is still
searchin for eternal bliss
Feel bad for my lips
Feel bad for my lips
Where's your kiss?
I so needed to say this lol"
Monday, June 30, 2014
becoming who you dreamt to be
"Is this how its supposed to be?
becoming who you dreamt to be
So embarrassing having so many C
The struggle to become
who your supposed to be
guess this is the way it's
supposed to be
can't they see there's no choice
4 me 2 b in this reality 2c
how great the world can be
So curious I am to see
what others are afraid to be
A legacy lasting forever
is all I can see
Gotta be all I can be for
future generations
too see Gotta be all I can be for
future generations
too see So embarrassing having so many C
The struggle to become
who your supposed to be
So curious I am to see
what others are afraid to be
A legacy lasting forever
is all I can see"
Sunday, June 29, 2014
stay forever
"Just like a perfect day
I hope you stay forever
Just like a perfect day
I hope you stay forever
said it twice tryin to be clever
You make everyday perfect
no matter the weather so
please stay forever
I hope you stay
forever just like a
perfect
day "
fallin down so many times
"Fallin down
so many times.
the floor is
startin to
get bored.
Sometimes you feel
so silly in front
of the whole world.
Keep gettin up
never stop steppin up
only goin up.
Fallin down
so many times.
the floor is
startin to
get bored.
Sometimes you feel
so silly in front
of the whole world.
Keep gettin up
never stop steppin up
only going up."
so many times.
the floor is
startin to
get bored.
Sometimes you feel
so silly in front
of the whole world.
Keep gettin up
never stop steppin up
only goin up.
Fallin down
so many times.
the floor is
startin to
get bored.
Sometimes you feel
so silly in front
of the whole world.
Keep gettin up
never stop steppin up
only going up."
Friday, June 27, 2014
cried all the way home
Let's be honest: does anybody care about khloe kardashian & French Montana's relationship ? What do they have in common lol? The whole thing seems contrived; almost as if the Kardashians are running out of good ideas. Trying to recreate the Kim Kanye explosion. Iggy Azalea please stop, please go away; how long do we have to hear you on the radio? Iggy Azalea, is probably the wackest rapper I've ever heard in my life, I cringe every time she comes on the radio. don't get me wrong Iggy Azalea is gorgeous everything about her physical appearance is spectacular. Iggy will have sum success cuz she represents (a voice) the personality of Miley Cyrus consumers. Justin Timberlake, we'll never believe you; your contrived NSYNC forever lol. Amanda Bynes I wish you would come back miss you so much; free us. Kim, Kanye & North represent the new American love family . Secretly Nicki Minaj is becoming everything her new album is historic just wait & hear. Drake there's no words that can explain how you brought back love and romance back to hip hop (your everything shabbat shalom). TLC you have no right to talk about Rihanna she's almost perfect. Dear Phoenix you guys have sung me to sleep so many nights; thank you. Chris Brown = spiritual transformation ASAP. Justin Bieber and Selena Gomez are the new Bobby and Whitney; god forbid. Dear Michael Jackson, I heard your new song and cried in the car all the way home; you're so beautiful RIP. Dear TMZ, when will you figure it out; I'm the only thing worth covering "America's newest intellectual"...
"Don't look back in 2014"
"Don't look back in 2014"
who can you rely on?
"It doesn't matter how many people are convinced of your vision or how many followers you have. when it comes to your dreams, it's only you who can complete the task. Just look at Moses, he convinced hundreds of thousands of people to seek a better life....becoming closer to God, they agreed, following him even risking their lives. When it came time to Manafest/actualize the dreams for all of humanity on Mount Sinai. It was only Moses who walked up the mountain manifesting a reality/dream/vision ultimately only he saw. On Mount Sinai the people who followed Moses created idols, turning their back on God (the dream). When it comes to your dreams only rely on God and yourself because everyone else will let you down."
Thursday, June 26, 2014
"Traffic"
"Traffic
you're so in love
you never wanna let me go
forcing me to drive super slow
While with you we
listen to music deciding
who has the best flow
oh and you get to watch
the girls stare as the morning
light blares though my front window
where did my old life go?
oh well, guess
I'll just go with
the flow of
Traffic"
holding hands trying to figure out
"Holding hands. trying
to figure out where
we stand. in front of
something new. without
a clue. of what to do next.
tryin my best
not to be so complex.
That magazine tries its best
But I've never been impressed.
All my sentences rhyme
Just give me some time
to get better at writing
this letter to the world.
Pissed off a bunch of kids
On a Facebook page
called the common Accord
What do you want? I was bored
debating over who
has the correct way
to talk to the Lord.
It's way better
than talking about girls
Or silly sporting games
Oh Gosh soccer games
R so lame.Television is
the blame. making everyone
obsess over fame.
no different I'm the same
no different I'm the same
Not sure if television is to blame.
I'm an intellectual not an entertainer
but fame's on my brain;
does that make
me lame? It's okay
I'm not ashamed..."
to figure out where
we stand. in front of
something new. without
a clue. of what to do next.
tryin my best
not to be so complex.
That magazine tries its best
But I've never been impressed.
All my sentences rhyme
Just give me some time
to get better at writing
this letter to the world.
Pissed off a bunch of kids
On a Facebook page
called the common Accord
What do you want? I was bored
debating over who
has the correct way
to talk to the Lord.
It's way better
than talking about girls
Or silly sporting games
Oh Gosh soccer games
R so lame.Television is
the blame. making everyone
obsess over fame.
no different I'm the same
no different I'm the same
Not sure if television is to blame.
I'm an intellectual not an entertainer
but fame's on my brain;
does that make
me lame? It's okay
I'm not ashamed..."
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
babyface so blue
"Los Angeles has so many
Pretty faces fast cars
Everybody knows
Who you are
At least you hope
they do until then
baby face so blue
People on the outside
Have no clue
What it took
To get here
So Sincere for
so many years
So sincere for
so many years
How many years
Have you been sincere?
Eat my fame bite my celebrity
Almost there so much to eat
Off my peers dinner plates
Now you understand
Why they hate
They mad
Cuz they late
I'm 1st about 2
Burst, on the mainstream
Something you have never seen b4
*as the crowd roars*
So sincere for
so many years
So sincere for
so many years
How many years
have you been sincere?"
Pretty faces fast cars
Everybody knows
Who you are
At least you hope
they do until then
baby face so blue
People on the outside
Have no clue
What it took
To get here
So Sincere for
so many years
So sincere for
so many years
How many years
Have you been sincere?
Eat my fame bite my celebrity
Almost there so much to eat
Off my peers dinner plates
Now you understand
Why they hate
They mad
Cuz they late
I'm 1st about 2
Burst, on the mainstream
Something you have never seen b4
*as the crowd roars*
So sincere for
so many years
So sincere for
so many years
How many years
have you been sincere?"
lay down and become whatever
"Dear today what will you say?
Will you lay down
and become
whatever I may
want you
to be
Is that okay ?
Promise to stay
At least 24
You'll never be bored
I can win an award
Watch me soar
To new Heights
Promise to stay polite
Might get caught up
In all the hype
That's why I'm
so glad you
are here
Cuz of
That
I
have
No
fear
Today You
Are Here"
Will you lay down
and become
whatever I may
want you
to be
Is that okay ?
Promise to stay
At least 24
You'll never be bored
I can win an award
Watch me soar
To new Heights
Promise to stay polite
Might get caught up
In all the hype
That's why I'm
so glad you
are here
Cuz of
That
I
have
No
fear
Today You
Are Here"
Tuesday, June 24, 2014
baby promise to stay frum...
"Clouds are perfect for blue skies
Flowers alway say hi
Water waves goodbye
*Sigh*
I
Have an idea:
give me yours, so
To give you mine
Leaves fall for love
Only a matter of time
leaves leave trees behind
Do they mine?
Trees keep growing
So they must be fine
My first kiss is still searchin
For bliss,excuse me miss you
try this love potion
makes yo heart wanna
Play dis part
In history next to me
Everything's so far
Gone, can't you see?
I could care less
What they say
I'm going to be richer
than Dr Dre, so come
and play but only
If you promise
To stay away frum
The tree Gd said
Stay away frum
And try your best
To stay frum"
Flowers alway say hi
Water waves goodbye
*Sigh*
I
Have an idea:
give me yours, so
To give you mine
Leaves fall for love
Only a matter of time
leaves leave trees behind
Do they mine?
Trees keep growing
So they must be fine
My first kiss is still searchin
For bliss,excuse me miss you
try this love potion
makes yo heart wanna
Play dis part
In history next to me
Everything's so far
Gone, can't you see?
I could care less
What they say
I'm going to be richer
than Dr Dre, so come
and play but only
If you promise
To stay away frum
The tree Gd said
Stay away frum
And try your best
To stay frum"
ex can't stop talking about em
"Approaching the finish line
No one's there
Makes you think and wonder
Who really cares?
I'm here!
Overcame fears
Now in a nuther hemisphere
While my peers were in college drinking beers
I fantasized about flying on Lear's
Now naming God's creation like Adam
Peers saying; "how bout em?"
Ex can't stop talking bout em
They're all fallin in love tryin to grab him
God forbid but how would it sound without him?
More holy than an Indian shaman
This guy writing poetry on Facebook is outstandan
In 2012 got caught in a bind
But in 2014 I just
Crossed the finish line
The world is officially mine"
No one's there
Makes you think and wonder
Who really cares?
I'm here!
Overcame fears
Now in a nuther hemisphere
While my peers were in college drinking beers
I fantasized about flying on Lear's
Now naming God's creation like Adam
Peers saying; "how bout em?"
Ex can't stop talking bout em
They're all fallin in love tryin to grab him
God forbid but how would it sound without him?
More holy than an Indian shaman
This guy writing poetry on Facebook is outstandan
In 2012 got caught in a bind
But in 2014 I just
Crossed the finish line
The world is officially mine"
Sunday, June 22, 2014
what she said this morning
I was just listening to the song "mirrors" by Jhene Aiko:
"If I'm your reflection
Then baby you must be an angel
Cause when the light hits you just right
One could mistake you for a star,
That is exactly what you are"
I'm starting to believe ur...
"If I'm your reflection
Then baby you must be an angel
Cause when the light hits you just right
One could mistake you for a star,
That is exactly what you are"
I'm starting to believe ur...
Wednesday, June 18, 2014
bright lights turned me into a monster
"I done seen it all, done it all
That's why none of these dum-dums couldn't done him off, The summer's ours, the winter too
Top down in the winter, that's what winners do
And to my Ex, I'm like Windows 7
You let her tell it, swears that she invented you
And since no good deed go unpunished
I'm not as cool with Calabasas people as I once was,
I once was, cool as the Fonz was
But my name in lights turned me to a monster
Sorry mama, I promised these bright lights wouldn't change me, But I would have went insane had I remained the same me" ~ Jay Z "light it up"
Tuesday, June 17, 2014
your thinking process?
What's the difference between "departmentalized thinking" and "holistic thinking"? What's the most effective thinking process for today's business environment? Most #academics have what you call "departmentalized thinking" because they're expertise is in one or two particular department/subject matters. Business owners, have what you call "holistic thinking" their occupation forces them to be knowledgeable in many different areas (knowing the whole) . The problem with education in America today is that academics (departmentalized thinkers) are trying to create business solutions (holistic thinking) for, for-profit 21st century education institutions . For a spiritual example: Just look at the conflict between #Moshe and #Korah in parsha "Korah" both had great intentions but very different thinking processes. Korah saw everything as it was happening in that moment (departmentalized thinking). As Moshe's decisions were connected to a much higher reality influenced by Gd & humanity's future, a gift that Korah did not have (holistic thinkin). Technological innovations has pretty much made "departmentalized thinking" obsolete. At the same time technological innovations has turned everyone into a potential business leader/owner. Which means "holistic thinking" (Moshe thinking process ) is the new frontier!
Monday, June 16, 2014
conspiracy theories against you
There's a #Midrash that explains in great detail how Korah, Dathan, Abiram, and On all came together to conspiracy against Moses. What I don't understand is: how could anyone oppose Moses at this point in the story? Witnessing the ten plagues,Manna in the desert would have be enough for me, let alone the revelation of Torah on Mount Sinai. How could Korah not have complete confidence in Moses's leadership? #Korah new #Moshe had a direct connection with Gd; why would Korah doubt Moshe's decision making ? And what does Korah behavior teach us about the nature of individuals who conspire against the righteous? How does Gd deal with people who conspire against the righteous? Interesting enough, it was a similar conspiracy which led to the Israelites being in Egypt to begin with. When? When Yoseph's brothers conspired against him out of jealousy. Ultimately, Yoseph's brothers felt the world would be better for them if #Yoseph was no longer around. Comparable Korah felt a similar way about Moses's leadership decisions. Also it's interesting to note: the Israelites were very dependent on Moses in the beginning but later on (Korah rebellion) wanted to destroy him... Attempting to take Moshe's position with #Gd. The moral of the story is... people whom are the most #codependent will eventually turn against you; but have no fear, nature will turn against them 1st, swallowing their conspiracies. Have compassion for those who support conspiracies against you cuz they're going to the same place as Korah's Team did...
what does the world look like?
In Bereshit Gd created our reality in 7 days. On the 6th day Gd gave mankind (Adam) the ability to give its creation names . Which means, Gd gave man a gift/talent to decide its perception of Gd's creation. Similarly, in the book of Exodus... Gd created the first set of tablets on Har Sinai but the second set of tablets was Moses carving out Gd's message to mankind . The second set of tablets were Moshe's perception of Gd's message to humanity . Gd creates reality every second every, day. At the same time we have the talent/gift to decide our perception of every experience created by Gd . As you grow, as you elevate, as you rise to higher levels in life; Gd throws so many challenges at you. Forcing an individual to use the talent of creating their perception of reality/life. Negative thoughts, victimization thoughts, are the only enemy of happiness/life/creativity ; just look what happened to the ten spies in Parsha Shlach who gave a negative report about the Land of Israel. Or on the opposite side of the spectrum in parsha Miketz when Yoseph interpreted the Pharaohs reality through his dreams. Appreciation is the key. Appreciation allows you to trace your steps, seeing how far you've come. Seeing how far you've come, give you the confidence to know everything that's happening is Gd's protection. Even though at times it seems like tremendous judgment against you. Appreciate the illusion, trying to convince you everything isn't perfect; for it brings one closer to Gd . It doesn't matter what anyone says or does, against or for you... because everything is perfect, no matter what! I've decided to see the world this way; oh how Adam of me!
Thursday, June 12, 2014
what do you say?
Spiritual people say; "your decisions in life lead to good or bad Karma". religious people say; "when you stand in front of God, after you die, your decisions will testify (like witnesses) for or against you". To bring both ideas together.. "every decision that we make, affects us in this life and the next. Meaning we live in two worlds at the same time; our life decisions determine eternity.. #jussayin
Monday, June 9, 2014
the oldest trick in the book
The oldest and most effective way to control mass groups of people is by making them feel that they're better than anyone not affiliated. Religion once had a monopoly on making people feel better then others thus controlling perception of who's evil or not ... but since the rise of nation-states nationalism is now tha blaring trumpet. Anyone who's fighting on planet Earth believes they're better than their enemy, closer to God, opposite of evil blah blah blah blah blah . Never do they ask themselves... why do I believe this? who told me this and why should I trust them? The most non offensive example I can give is intercity gangs culture. Why do they fight with each other? They're exactly the same economically, education etc. why do gang members see themselves as being different? People who promote divisive separation are the only enemy to Planet Earth and human civilization. The poor workers of the Earth fight for territory while the wealthy and educated are building societies in Space...
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