bright lights turned me into a monster

"I done seen it all, done it all
That's why none of these dum-dums couldn't done him off, The summer's ours, the winter too
Top down in the winter, that's what winners do
And to my Ex, I'm like Windows 7
You let her tell it, swears that she invented you
And since no good deed go unpunished
I'm not as cool with Calabasas people as I once was,
I once was, cool as the Fonz was
But my name in lights turned me to a monster
Sorry mama, I promised these bright lights wouldn't change me, But I would have went insane had I remained the same me" ~ Jay Z "light it up"