becoming who you dreamt to be

"Is this how its supposed to be?
becoming who you dreamt to be
So embarrassing having so many C
The struggle to become
who your supposed to be
guess this is the way it's
supposed to be
can't they see there's no choice
4 me 2 b in this reality 2c
how great the world can be
So curious I am to see
what others are afraid to be
A legacy lasting forever
is all I can see
Gotta be all I can be for
future generations
too see Gotta be all I can be for
future generations
too see So embarrassing having so many C
The struggle to become
who your supposed to be
So curious I am to see
what others are afraid to be
A legacy lasting forever
is all I can see"

stay forever

"Just like a perfect day
I hope you stay forever
Just like a perfect day
I hope you stay forever
said it twice tryin to be clever
You make everyday perfect
no matter the weather so
please stay forever
I hope you stay
forever just like a
perfect
day "

fallin down so many times

"Fallin down
so many times.
the floor is
startin to
get bored.
Sometimes you feel
so silly in front
of the whole world.
Keep gettin up
never stop steppin up
only goin up.
Fallin down
so many times.
the floor is
startin to
get bored.
Sometimes you feel
so silly in front
of the whole world.
Keep gettin up
never stop steppin up
only going up."

cried all the way home

Let's be honest: does anybody care about khloe kardashian & French Montana's relationship ? What do they have in common lol? The whole thing seems contrived; almost as if the Kardashians are running out of good ideas. Trying to recreate the Kim Kanye explosion. Iggy Azalea please stop, please go away; how long do we have to hear you on the radio? Iggy Azalea, is probably the wackest rapper I've ever heard in my life, I cringe every time she comes on the radio. don't get me wrong Iggy Azalea is gorgeous everything about her physical appearance is spectacular. Iggy will have sum success cuz she represents (a voice) the personality of Miley Cyrus consumers. Justin Timberlake, we'll never believe you; your contrived NSYNC forever lol. Amanda Bynes I wish you would come back miss you so much; free us. Kim, Kanye & North represent the new American love family . Secretly Nicki Minaj is becoming everything her new album is historic just wait & hear. Drake there's no words that can explain how you brought back love and romance back to hip hop (your everything shabbat shalom). TLC you have no right to talk about Rihanna she's almost perfect. Dear Phoenix you guys have sung me to sleep so many nights; thank you. Chris Brown = spiritual transformation ASAP. Justin Bieber and Selena Gomez are the new Bobby and Whitney; god forbid. Dear Michael Jackson, I heard your new song and cried in the car all the way home; you're so beautiful RIP. Dear TMZ, when will you figure it out; I'm the only thing worth covering "America's newest intellectual"...

"Don't look back in 2014"

who can you rely on?

"It doesn't matter how many people are convinced of your vision or how many followers you have. when it comes to your dreams, it's only you who can complete the task. Just look at Moses, he convinced hundreds of thousands of people to seek a better life....becoming closer to God, they agreed, following him even risking their lives. When it came time to Manafest/actualize the dreams for all of humanity on Mount Sinai. It was only Moses who walked up the mountain manifesting a reality/dream/vision ultimately only he saw. On Mount Sinai the people who followed Moses created idols, turning their back on God (the dream). When it comes to your dreams only rely on God and yourself because everyone else will let you down."

"Traffic"

"Traffic
you're so in love
you never wanna let me go
forcing me to drive super slow
While with you we
listen to music deciding
who has the best flow
oh and you get to watch
the girls stare as the morning
light blares though my front window
where did my old life go?
oh well, guess
I'll just go with
the flow of
Traffic"

holding hands trying to figure out

"Holding hands. trying
to figure out where
we stand. in front of
something new. without
a clue. of what to do next.
tryin my best
not to be so complex.
That magazine tries its best
But I've never been impressed.
All my sentences rhyme
Just give me some time
to get better at writing
this letter to the world.
Pissed off a bunch of kids
On a Facebook page
called the common Accord
What do you want? I was bored
debating over who
has the correct way
to talk to the Lord.
It's way better
than talking about girls
Or silly sporting games
Oh Gosh soccer games
R so lame.Television is
the blame. making everyone
obsess over fame.
no different I'm the same
no different I'm the same
Not sure if television is to blame.
I'm an intellectual not an entertainer
but fame's on my brain;
does that make
me lame? It's okay
I'm not ashamed..."

babyface so blue

"Los Angeles has so many
Pretty faces fast cars
Everybody knows
Who you are
At least you hope
they do until then
baby face so blue
People on the outside
Have no clue
What it took
To get here

So Sincere for
so many years
So sincere for
so many years
How many years
Have you been sincere?

Eat my fame bite my celebrity
Almost there so much to eat
Off my peers dinner plates
Now you understand
Why they hate
They mad
Cuz they late
I'm 1st about 2
Burst, on the mainstream
Something you have never seen b4
*as the crowd roars*

So sincere for
so many years
So sincere for
so many years
How many years
have you been sincere?"

lay down and become whatever

"Dear today what will you say?
Will you lay down
and become
whatever I may
want you
to be
Is that okay ?
Promise to stay
At least 24
You'll never be bored
I can win an award
Watch me soar
To new Heights
Promise to stay polite
Might get caught up
In all the hype
That's why I'm
so glad you
are here
Cuz of
That
I
have
No
fear
Today You
Are Here"

baby promise to stay frum...

"Clouds are perfect for blue skies
Flowers alway say hi
Water waves goodbye
  *Sigh*
      I
Have an idea:
give me yours, so
To give you mine
Leaves fall for love
Only a matter of time
leaves leave trees behind
Do they mine?
Trees keep growing
So they must be fine
My first kiss is still searchin
For bliss,excuse me miss you
try this love potion
makes yo heart wanna
Play dis part
In history next to me
Everything's so far
Gone, can't you see?
I could care less
What they say
I'm going to be richer
than Dr Dre, so come
and play but only
If you promise
To stay away frum
The tree Gd said
Stay away frum
And try your best
To stay frum"

ex can't stop talking about em

"Approaching the finish line
No one's there
Makes you think and wonder
Who really cares?
I'm here!
Overcame fears
Now in a nuther hemisphere
While my peers were in college drinking beers
I fantasized about flying on Lear's
Now naming God's creation like Adam
Peers saying; "how bout em?"
Ex can't stop talking bout em
They're all fallin in love tryin to grab him
God forbid but how would it sound without him?
More holy than an Indian shaman
This guy writing poetry on Facebook is outstandan
In 2012 got caught in a bind
But in 2014 I just
Crossed the finish line
The world is officially mine"

what she said this morning

I was just listening to the song "mirrors" by Jhene Aiko:

"If I'm your reflection
Then baby you must be an angel
Cause when the light hits you just right
One could mistake you for a star,
That is exactly what you are"

I'm starting to believe ur...

bright lights turned me into a monster

"I done seen it all, done it all
That's why none of these dum-dums couldn't done him off, The summer's ours, the winter too
Top down in the winter, that's what winners do
And to my Ex, I'm like Windows 7
You let her tell it, swears that she invented you
And since no good deed go unpunished
I'm not as cool with Calabasas people as I once was,
I once was, cool as the Fonz was
But my name in lights turned me to a monster
Sorry mama, I promised these bright lights wouldn't change me, But I would have went insane had I remained the same me" ~ Jay Z "light it up"

your thinking process?

What's the difference between "departmentalized thinking" and "holistic thinking"? What's the most effective thinking process for today's business environment? Most #academics have what you call "departmentalized thinking" because they're expertise is in one or two particular department/subject matters. Business owners, have what you call "holistic thinking" their occupation forces them to be knowledgeable in many different areas (knowing the whole) . The problem with education in America today is that academics (departmentalized thinkers) are trying to create business solutions (holistic thinking) for, for-profit 21st century education institutions . For a spiritual example: Just look at the conflict between #Moshe and #Korah in parsha "Korah" both had great intentions but very different thinking processes. Korah saw everything as it was happening in that moment (departmentalized thinking). As Moshe's decisions were connected to a much higher reality influenced by Gd & humanity's future, a gift that Korah did not have (holistic thinkin). Technological innovations has pretty much made "departmentalized thinking" obsolete. At the same time technological innovations has turned everyone into a potential business leader/owner. Which means "holistic thinking" (Moshe thinking process ) is the new frontier!

conspiracy theories against you

There's a #Midrash that explains in great detail how Korah, Dathan, Abiram, and On all came together to conspiracy against Moses. What I don't understand is: how could anyone oppose Moses at this point in the story? Witnessing the ten plagues,Manna in the desert would have be enough for me, let alone the revelation of Torah on Mount Sinai. How could Korah not have complete confidence in Moses's leadership? #Korah new #Moshe had a direct connection with Gd; why would Korah doubt Moshe's decision making ? And what does Korah behavior teach us about the nature of individuals who conspire against the righteous? How does Gd deal with people who conspire against the righteous? Interesting enough, it was a similar conspiracy which led to the Israelites being in Egypt to begin with. When? When Yoseph's brothers conspired against him out of jealousy. Ultimately, Yoseph's brothers felt the world would be better for them if #Yoseph was no longer around. Comparable Korah felt a similar way about Moses's leadership decisions. Also it's interesting to note: the Israelites were very dependent on Moses in the beginning but later on (Korah rebellion) wanted to destroy him... Attempting to take Moshe's position with #Gd. The moral of the story is... people whom are the most #codependent will eventually turn against you; but have no fear, nature will turn against them 1st, swallowing their conspiracies. Have compassion for those who support conspiracies against you cuz they're going to the same place as Korah's Team did...

what does the world look like?

In Bereshit Gd created our reality in 7 days. On the 6th day Gd gave mankind (Adam) the ability to give its creation names . Which means, Gd gave man a gift/talent to decide its perception of Gd's creation. Similarly, in the book of Exodus... Gd created the first set of tablets on Har Sinai but the second set of tablets was Moses carving out Gd's message to mankind . The second set of tablets were Moshe's perception of Gd's message to humanity . Gd creates reality every second every, day. At the same time we have the talent/gift to decide our perception of every experience created by Gd . As you grow, as you elevate, as you rise to higher levels in life; Gd throws so many challenges at you. Forcing an individual to use the talent of creating their perception of reality/life. Negative thoughts, victimization thoughts, are the only enemy of happiness/life/creativity ; just look what happened to the ten spies in Parsha Shlach who gave a negative report about the Land of Israel. Or on the opposite side of the spectrum in parsha Miketz when Yoseph interpreted the Pharaohs reality through his dreams. Appreciation is the key. Appreciation allows you to trace your steps, seeing how far you've come. Seeing how far you've come, give you the confidence to know everything that's happening is Gd's protection. Even though at times it seems like tremendous judgment against you. Appreciate the illusion, trying to convince you everything isn't perfect; for it brings one closer to Gd . It doesn't matter what anyone says or does, against or for you... because everything is perfect, no matter what! I've decided to see the world this way; oh how Adam of me!

what do you say?

Spiritual people say; "your decisions in life lead to good or bad Karma". religious people say; "when you stand in front of God, after you die, your decisions will testify (like witnesses) for or against you". To bring both ideas together.. "every decision that we make, affects us in this life and the next. Meaning we live in two worlds at the same time; our life decisions determine eternity.. #jussayin

the oldest trick in the book

The oldest and most effective way to control mass groups of people is by making them feel that they're better than anyone not affiliated. Religion once had a monopoly on making people feel better then others thus controlling perception of who's evil or not ... but since the rise of nation-states nationalism is now tha blaring trumpet. Anyone who's fighting on planet Earth believes they're better than their enemy, closer to God, opposite of evil blah blah blah blah blah . Never do they ask themselves... why do I believe this? who told me this and why should I trust them? The most non offensive example I can give is intercity gangs culture. Why do they fight with each other? They're exactly the same economically, education etc. why do gang members see themselves as being different? People who promote divisive separation are the only enemy to Planet Earth and human civilization. The poor workers of the Earth fight for territory while the wealthy and educated are building societies in Space...

my ancestors my greatness

Today I was thinking about my ancestors dreams and goals. All of my #ancestors, for the last 6000 years; what were their dreams and goals? How different are they from my dreams? Asking myself, do I have a responsibility to achieve my dreams for their sake?

In parsha #Vaychi which literally means in Hebrew "and he lived"... Before passing away, #Yosef gives a #prophecy for future generations saying "God will surely remember you, and ye shall carry up my bones from this place". A Midrash asked why Jacob told #Joseph in #Genesis 47:29, “Bury me not, I pray, in #Egypt.” Many #biblical sages held the opinion it was so that #Egyptians should not make Jacob an object of idolatrous worship. Torah clearly states as idolaters will be punished, so will their idols too be punished, as Exodus 12:12 says, “And against all the gods of Egypt I will execute judgments.” The fulfillment of #yoseph prophecy manifested generations later. When Moses and the Israelites started to leave Egypt, Moses remembering Yoseph. #Moshe searched for Yosef coffin in all the land of Egypt, but could not locate it.

There was a lady named #Serah who was the only living person in Egypt from Yoseph's generation . Moses went to her and asked: “Do you know where Joseph is buried?” She answered: "They placed him here (pointing towards the Nile River). The Egyptians made for him a metal coffin and sunk it in the Nile, so that its waters would be blessed."Moses then went to the Nile, stood on the bank and shouted to the top of his lungs : "Joseph, Joseph, the time has come for the oath that God swore to our father Abraham, that He will redeem His children. Give honor to the Lord, the God of Israel, and do not delay your redemption, because we are delayed on your account. If you show yourself, it will be well; and if not, then we are free from your oath [if you will not raise your coffin, we will go forth from Egypt and leave you here]." Yoseph’s coffin immediately rose to the surface on the Nile River and Moses took it (Mekhilta de-Rabbi Ishmael, Masekhta Vayehi Beshalah, Petihtah; BT Sotah 13a).

Sometimes you may lack the strength to move forward in life; think about your ancestors & how much their counting on you to become great!

don't listen to the spies take a risk!

Why don't people take risks? why do people find thousands of excuses not to take chances in life? Some may say, it's because of fear and doubt dominating an individuals life; making it impossible for them 2 take chances. #Modern-day #psychologist and #biblical sages both agree that what a person feels about themselves internally, they project externally. For example, if a person has no or very lil self confidence (internal) they will run from taking new responsibilities (risk taking) no matter how advantageous it is for them. In this week's Torah portion, #Moses sent the 12 spies into the land of #Israel. Torah sages say the 12 spies (12 #tribes; 12 signs of the #zodiac) were a reflection of an internal consciousness (life perception) influencing the #Israelites. To support this concept, the name of this week's #Torah portion (explaining the 12 spies) is Sh’lah L’kha, which in Hebrew means "send for yourself"...

life purpose overcoming fear

Your "thinking process/life perception" making an exodus away from fear and doubt creates imagination & dreams (Exodus 12:37-38). Trial and error of Dream manifestation/imaginative thinking is equivalent to traveling 49 days in the desert. In the beginning of something great, resources are scarce somehow you make it with Manna & God's protection (Shechina). Eventually clearly "seeing destiny" walking up to your personal Mount Sinai (Exodus 19). Receiving a personal Torah is having certainty in Gd's manifestation all dreams (Exodus 24:12-13). After achieving this understanding of "all dreams coming true". You're still going to make mistakes/slip ups creating a personal Golden calf (Exodus 32:6–8) (pushing Torah away). Even after creating a Golden calf in our life...God will forgive u by giving second chances, receiving a second set of tablets (Exodus34:1)helping humanity achieving greatness beyond imagination. The same process of transformation thousands of years ago exist today in our lives.

when are you going to step up?

What are you waiting for? You know. you have the talent to effect humanity in a positive way. What are you waiting for? Share your gift! This week's torah portion is #Behaalotecha in Hebrew it means "when you step up" which is a question? and a statement! 2 its reader...

Mount Sinai is where dreams come true

It's interesting. when you think about the #Israelites journey to Mount Sinai & #Yoseph being sold 5 times by his brothers laying the groundwork. (The fifth sale occurred when the Egyptians sold him to #Potiphar Genesis Rabbah 84:22). In #parsha #Vayeshev Yoseph was sold into slavery because his "dreams" invoked jealousy from his brothers. Gen 28:12 says;"And he dreamed, and behold, there was a ladder set up on the earth, and the top of it reached to heaven. And behold, the angels of God were ascending and descending on it!"... This pasuk is referencing Yoseph’s father #Jacob having a transformational "dream"; leading to him to changing his name to Israel. In parsha #Miketz it was Yoseph ability to decode the Pharaohs "dreams" that eventually lead him to his greatness/destiny . Generations later #Moshe comes on the scene in Egypt asking the Israelites to "dream" a dream that was beyond logic; 1)the Israelites will be freed from 210 of slavery 2)they'll see God face to face. Mount Sinai metaphorically, is a manifestation of all dreams that are beyond logic being manifested on #Earth. #Metaphorically the revelation of Torah on Mount Sinai, was the complete understanding of everything complete systematic clarity of how too manifest all Dreams . Think about it this way. when you see your friends do something new and innovative (a skateboard trick, dance moves, using new technology etc) it makes it easier for you to replicate or do better.right? Arguably, the #Torah was revealed to humanity so we would have no excuses not to aspire and reach levels beyond imagination... No excuses because Gd n the Torah takes regular people and over and over and over again "lifts them" (naso) 2 levels beyond human comprehension. No excuses, not to be great or to believe in your dreams that are beyond logic!

thoughts on engagement rings?

After reading this, when I get engaged I'm definitely not buying a diamond... Totally inspired to purchase a blue sapphire for wifey; this is why! The Talmud (Bava Batra 14a) describes the two tablets given to Moses by God on Mount Sinai in Exodus 31:18... stating they were made of #bluesapphire stone as a symbolic reminder of the sky, the heavens, and ultimately of God'sthrone. Some say the revelation of Mount Sinai was a marriage itself; between heaven & earth/upper worlds & lower worlds/ Lightforce of God & human souls etc !